Saturday 26 May 2012

Nicki clutched Macaiah's hand.

"I'm happy to inform you it's good news. I'm not going to lie, we didn't think he was going to pull through, your Dad and your boyfriend, is a very strong man. We are going to give him some medication at 7:30 tonight, and hopefully he will be awake by morning. We can't gurantee anything, but it's more than likely he will be awake, and talking and walking by morning. Of course, he won't be able to leave hospital until a couple of weeks are up."

Nicki and Macaiah were speechless. Macaiah lept up and hugged the nurse. "Thank you. Thank you so much" he said. The nurse smiled and hugged him back.

"No problem hunny. It's just my job"

Nicki had sunk down on the end of Safaree's bed. She was crying with happiness, and relief that Safaree would be alive.

"Macaiah, go out and tell the boys the good news? I just need a minute?"

"Okay mom." he walked up to his mom and hugged her tight." I knew he would. I prayed so hard mom, i really did. Dad would never have left us, he loves you too much mom"

"After this, when your Dad gets home, we'll go back to being a family. Normal family, okay? Im so sorry there's been so much drama in your life recently. I'm going to make it up for you"

"You don't need to be sorry. I'm going to go and tell Mack and Wayne and them the good news."

Nicki just nodded and watched Macaiah happily walk out of the room. As soon as he left Nicki let her emotions go. Standing right by Safaree and bending down to hid level Nicki whispered in his ear " Baby, i knew you would fight. You fought for us, for our son, and now you've fought to stay alive. I'm so proud of you, your the best boyfriend, the best Dad, the best best friend, the best man alive. You saved Macaiah's life, and the proves you couldn't be a better Dad. I love you babe"

Even though he was still lifeless, and emotionless Nicki knew he heard her. She knew he would say i love you to if he could. Nicki got her phone out of her pocket and checked on the time. It was 18:30, that means Safaree would get the medication to awaken him soon. Although she was excited, Nicki felt scared. What if it didn't wake him? What if Macaiah would be let down again. Nicki wasn't sure if she could take Macaiahs heart broken face if Safaree wasn't awake by the morning.
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Drake sat awkwardly on the plane to New York. There was no business class seats left so he had to sit with the standard ones.

"Excuse me? Are you Drake?"

"Eerrrmmmm yes" Drake said, sounding annoyed, he had a hat on and a scarf so that no one recognised him, but it obviously hadn't worked.

"WOW! I love your music" The girl said.

"Thanks. I guess." Drake said rudely. He turned away from her so she would get the picture he wasn't in the mood.

"Can you sign this for me?" the girl said, handing him her iphone case.

With a deep sigh Drake took the iphone and the marker and turned it around. "Who's signature is that?" Drake said pointing to a squiggle at the top of the case.

"Its Nicki Minaj's. I went to her album signing, and we werent meant to ask her to sign anything apart from the album but i sneaked her that, but then the security dragged me away so she only did half her name." the girl babbled on.

"Why the fuck would you like that bitch?"

"What?" the girl asked shocked. She was a dricki fan and expected Drake to say something cute about Nicki.

Drake stood up. "YOU HEARD ME. SHES A BITCH, SHE USED ME AND HURT ME. NO ONE SHOULD FUCKING LIKE THAT FILTHY WHORE" Drake got the phone and threw it, watching it smack against the wall airplane window and break. By now everyone was watching and an air steward was hurriedly walking from the front of the plane with a pair of handcuffs.

"You can't fucking arrest me. You aint police." Drake yelled.

"No, you have to stay handcuffed at the seat behind the cockpit until the end of the flight sir. Then the police will be called and they will arrest you when they get there.  Drake tried to fight him, but soon realised there was no where to go. Drake was cuffed to the chair and watched by an air hostess for the rest of the flight.
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It was about midnight in the hospital. Nicki had insisted Wayne and Mack had to go home, even though they didn't want to. They told Nicki they would go home, shower and sleep and come back in the morning, hopefully to see Safaree awake and well. The nurses had advised Nicki to go home and return in the morning but she couldn't, she couldn't leave him by himself. Macaiah had also refused to go home, saying he didn't want to miss seeing his Dad wake up. By now, he had fallen asleep, stretched across two chairs in Safaree's room. Nicki sat on the side of Safarees bed, gently stroking his face. Now that they had given him the medication, his head strap was taken off and replaced with a small bandage where the bullet had gone in. Nicki lay there next to him, staring at the gentle rise of his chest as he breathed.

Suddenly she felt something warm on her hand. She looked up and saw it was Safarees hand.

"SAFAREE!"

"ssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Safaree said, nodding over at there sleeping son.

"Baby. Your awake" Nicki whispered. Trying to stop her tears.

"Dont talk" Safaree said, stroking Nicki's cheek. He didn't like to cry in front of Nicki all the time but this time he couldn't help it. He had heard all of the things Nicki had said to him while he was in the coma, and he was dying inside not being able to respond to her.  He clutched her, trying to squeeze out all the hurt she had been through these few days. Nicki nuzzled into Safaree even more, for the first time, really appreciating the way he responded to it. She had never really realised it but the more she nuzzled into him, the harder he squeezed her, almost as if she was telling him she needed him, and he was telling her that he was there, he always was going to be, and always had been. Nicki finally fell asleep. She wasn't sure exactly how long she had been awake, but it felt like weeks.
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2 HOURS LATER.

Macaiah tossed and turned in his sleep. He had woken up 5 minutes ago, and didn't want to open his eyes, because he knew he wouldn't be able to go back to sleep. Macaiah turned to his left, thinking he was at home, in his king sized bed.

"OUCH" Macaiah yelled as he hit the floor. He had fallen off the chairs landed on the cold hard floor. His eyes sprung open and he stood up, looking over to his Dads bed. His mom was snuggled into him, but there was something different. His Dad was in a different position.

"Dad?"

Safaree immediatly awoke, hearing the word Dad.

"Dad!" Macaiah cried, as he ran over to the side of the bed his mom was not on.

"ssshh" Safaree said as opened one of his arms out to his son. Macaiah gratefully excepted.

"I love you so much daddy. Don't leave me like that again" he sobbed into his Dads arms.

"I won't. I'm sorry Cai. I'm not going to leave you ever again. I love you to. I always have, ever since you were born, theres been a connection between us, i'm not going to ever get again. Come up" Safaree said, motioning for him to get on the bed with him and Nicki. Macaiah climbed on snuggled into his Dad. By now Safaree's left side of the body was occupied by Nicki's sleeping body, his right side, covered by Macaiah who was acting as if he didn't want to ever let go of his Dad again. Safaree let a few tears dribble down his face. To think, he nearly lost all of this, the two people he loved unconditionally was frightening. "god is good" he mutted to himself as he tried to also get to sleep.
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Tuesday 22 May 2012

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Nicki wiped her tears and stood up. Her son was standing outside, wanting to know what was wrong with his dad and he was at an age where Nicki couldn't just tell him that Daddy had gone to sleep, and would wake up in a few days. She had to be strong, even if she didn't want to, to make her son feel better. As she stepped out of the room, trying not to look as depressed as she felt, Macaiah's head popped up from his hands, hoping for good news.


"You wanna step out with me for a bit Cai? I need a word?"


"Can you not just tell me now?" Macaiah said.


"No. Out" Nicki said firmly. She knew Caiah would not have normally said that, it was just the situation had got to him, but she would not tolerate rudeness of any form. Mama Carol pulled her up on any kind of rudeness growing up, and Nicki wanted to be as good as mum as she had had when she was growing up. Macaiah walked to the door and opened it, waiting for him mum to follow.


"I'll be 2 seconds, just wait for me out there?" She said to him. Macaiah nodded and walked a few paces forward, as soon as the door closed Nicki turned around.


"Wayne. Go and sit with him? I don't want him to be alone when he , erm if he wakes up?"


"wakes up?" 


"Yes Wayne. Now i have to go and explain to my son that his fathers in a coma, so would you mind stopping the questions?" Nicki didn't look back as she walked out of the door to see Caiah, waiting for her.


"Where we going?"


"Umm, i think theres a canteen somewhere round here"


A nurse was walking past as Nicki said this and stopped in front of them. "Excuse me maam, the canteens just round the corner, take your first left and the canteen will be right in front of you."


"Thanks" Nicki mumbled, leading Cai where the nurse directed them.


Nicki lead Caiah to a table in the corner of the canteen and sat opposite him. She hled out her hands and Macaiah held out his, grasping onto him mums and clutching them.


"He is still alive right?" Macaiah asked, tears dripping down his face.


"Yes! He's alive, he's just had a really bad head injury and it was really painful, that's wnhy he passed out, and loss of blood. The nurse said that they had to put him into a coma, so that he wouldn't be in so much pain."


"A COMA?" Cai screamed! "What if he dosnt wake up? Why would they do that to him?"


"Cai please, keep your voice down. Thats exactly how i reacted at first but they said that if they hadn't, maybe he wouldn't be alive."


"Oh" Cai said quietly.


"At the moment, they're doing a brain scan to see if theres any damage."


"Like what? Is he like brain dead? Will he have to learn to walk and talk again? Will he remember who i am?"


Almost immediately Nicki went to assure Cai that none of that would happen, Safaree wold remember exactly who he was, he would be out of the hospital, as good as new in no time, but she had to stop herself. She hadn't really thought about what the scan would say to much, she was too busy worrying if he would ever wake up.


"Can i see him?"


"Well, that's the thing Cai. I'm not sure if seeing him is the best idea, he's not in the best state right now. Ya know, seeing him with tubes and stuff running out of him scared the sh-- umm sugar out of me."


"I really wanna see him. I just want to tell him i love him."


"Okay that's fine, but I'm warning you, it's not nice to see him like that, but your mature enough to make your own decisions."


"Thanks mum" Macaiah wiped his face with his hands, then his hands on his jeans. Nicki wasn't going to start nagging him now about doing that, but made a mental note that if she saw him doing it again, to tell him not to.


They walked back into the waiting room and saw no one there. Nicki assumed that everyone must have gone into the room to see how he was doing. 


"You sure you wanna see him?" Nicki asked one more time.


"Yep" 


They walked in to see the boys gathered round the bed. Each of them were completely silent just staring down. When Mack saw Nicki walk into the room he beckoned the rest of the boys.


"We'll leave you guys with him, we'll be outside."


"You guys can go now, thank you for being here"


"We aint leaving you Nic. We're here for the long haul" Wayne said as he hugged Nicki.


"I'm sorry for biting your head off earlier, i know you were just worried."


Wayne just nodded understandingly and walked out leaving Cai and Nicki just staring at Safaree. Nicki looked at Cai's shocked face, as if he was watching a horror movie.


"What's that thing round his head?"


"I don't really know Cai. I guess its to keep the wound together, stop the bleeding and stuff."


"Is that beeping his heart?"


"Yep. I find it kind of reassuring. Do you?"


"Nope." Macaiah asked, eyes still glued to his Dad.


"How comes?"


"Because in about half a second, that beeping could stop and become one long beep. And then he's gone." That's when Macaiah fell apart. He walked over to his dad and stood there, looking at each individual tube. 
"He didn't deserve this mom. Why did God let this happen? Everything was going so great for once, and now, now i cant even speak to my Dad? I love him so much. I can't lose anyone else Mom, we already lost Nicholas recently, and i can't do that again. I can't live without him."


"I know baby. Let it all out. But this is not the time to start doubting our faith, we shouldn't be blaming God, we should be asking him for his help right now. Remember, everything happens for a reason, and we might not know it right now, but we'll figure it out. I need you to stop getting so stressed Cai."


"How can i not be stressed?" 


"Do it for your Dad. Do it for me, i don't want my son and my love in hospital at the same time. I couldn't take it."


"Sorry mom."


"Don't be sorry hun, you have nothing to be sorry for" Nicki said, trying to contain her crying. "Listen to me, your Dads a fighter, and he has everything to live for. Just pray, that's whats going to get us all through this"


"Can he hear me?" Cai asked.


"I think so. I'm not sure, but if you want to talk to him go right ahead. I did"


Macaiah turned to his Dad again and bent right down, "I love you Dad, and when you wake up, which you will, i want to spend all my time with you. I havnt known you as a dad for long but i want you to know your the best Dad in the world and i can't live without you. Neither can Mom and i hate seeing her upset so please wake up soon. Thank you for saving my life Dad, it just confirmed what an amazing person that i always thought you were. I love you" 


Nicki's tears were pouring as Cai was speaking to his Dad. Just as Nicki was about to go and wrap her arms round her son, the moment was interrupted by a nurse.


"I have Mr Safaree Samuels brain scan" she said with a serious face.


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Meanwhile Drake was in the airport on the phone to his manager.


"Just cancel everything okay?"


"Everything? For how long? Your right in the middle of a tour right now. Whats happened?"


Drake hung up, and pulled his hood over his head. He walked over to the desk. "Hey, whens your first flight to New York?"


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Saturday 19 May 2012

Just One Of Those Days

Safaree looked at his son and his eyes widened. He ran to him, trying to find the cut where the vast amount of blood was coming from.


"Did he do this to you?" Safaree said gently searching for some kind of wound in his sons head. Eventually he found it, a couple of centimetres from his left temple.


"Lemme get you a towel" Mack shouted running up the stairs to the bathroom. Safaree knew pressure must be put on the cut immediately so whipped off his top in about 1.2 seconds.


"This might sting buddy" he said while pressing the t-shirt onto the cut.


Macaiah could not speak through sobbing. "I think there's glass in it Daddy".


"Glass, How'd you get glass in it?"


By now Mack was on hand passing Safaree the towel. He had also brought down other towels for the numerous small, less serious cuts on Cai's arms.


"I was in the boot"


"THE BOOT" Safaree roared. "HE PUT YOU IN THE BOOT OF HIS CAR?" Safaree turned to look at Drake, intending on beating him until he was unconscious and then shoving him in a boot. But Drake was no where to be seen.


"Where did he go?" Safaree asked, looking at Slim.


"I'm here" Drake said, from behind him. Safaree turned round to see Drake with a gun.


"CAI GET OUT" Safaree shouted, he ran to his son, running at him. Safaree seemed to see everything in slow motion. The frightened look on Cai's face, then Cai turning around to run out of the house. He saw Mack, grabbing at Macaiah's hand, trying to make him run even faster. Then the noise. The sound of the shot went off and Safaree jumped at Cai, smothering as much of him as he could. There was no way he could let his son get shot.


"CALL THE COPS" Wayne screamed. Drake heard these words and ran out of the house. Wayne and Slim tried to catch up with him and ran out. Mack thanked God silently that no one got hurt, burying his head in hands.


"Dad. You get off me now" Cai said trying to get his Dads weight off of him. "Dad? DAD??!!"


Mack looked up at the heap on the floor. "Shit! Cai don't move" He bent down, looking at Safaree who had blood all over him. "Please tell me that's Cai's blood on him" Mack whispered to himself.


"Is he okay?" Cai said, clearly distraught.


"Umm yep. He's just, ummm in shock" Mack said lying through his teeth. By now he knew the bullet must have hit Safaree. He dragged Safaree off of Cai and tried to find his pulse.He couldn't find it and was now getting panicked.


"Cai, i need you to stay calm, and go wait for the police outside" Cai stood there, looking at his limp dad, with blood leaking out of him.


 "He's not alright is he?" Cai asked hoping for reassurance.


"Just go wait for the police. Everything ganna be okay" Mack said, hoping that whoever called the cops asked for an ambulance to.


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An Hour Later.


The ambulance had picked Safaree up and he was being taken to the hospital. Mack didn't quite see what was going on but knew that it was serious. He decided quickly that he would take Cai to the hospital in his car, since Caiah was already distraught seeing his dad unconscious on the floor. Mack had rung Wayne and told him to meet them at the hospital.


"How long is it to the hospital" Cai said through his tears.


"Not long dude." Mack said, keeping as calm as possible for the little boy sitting to his right. He didn't want to make it obvious that he was speeding to get to the hospital, because he didn't want to make it obvious that he thought the next couple of hours could be the last of Safaree's life.


"I better ring ya mom, just to let her know that your Dad's umm passed out."


Cai just nodded and carried on crying. He wished he had been allowed in the ambulance with his Dad because he knew what was going on. Even though everyone kept lying to him and saying that his Dad was fine, it was evident to him it wasn't. He didn't wanna snap on anyone though, because Cai knew they were only doing it for his benefit, but he just wished everyone would stop treating him like a baby.


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With Nicki and Lil Chuckee.


Chuckee had been trying to calm Nicki as much as possible, like Safaree had told him. They were sitting on the couch, watching Judge Judy while Nicki nervously tapped her fingers on the edge of the couch.


"He should be back by now. They both should be"


"Ya know, everything will be fine Nic. Safaree prolly got Cai and they getting some ice cream or something on the way back."


"I wish i could believe you Chuck. But i just have this gut feeling somethings wrong" Nicki was about to expand when her phone went off. Hoping it was Safaree with good news, she jumped up to get it. She frowned when she saw Macks name. He knew she was having a week off of work.


"Hello?"


"Listen Nic, Safaree's had a little accident. I need you to get to the hospital, as quick as you can, but safely. Okay Nic?"


"OMG! Was it a car accident? Is he okay? How do you know? Was Cai with him?""


"Cai's with me. He's perfectly fine Nic, we're on the way to the hospital as well."


Nicki just dropped her phone onto the floor and grabbed her keys, hastily wiping the tears from her face."Chuckee, get in the car, Faree's had an accident"
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In the Hospital.
Mack and Wayne and Cai were waiting nervously outside Safaree's room. There had been about 12 nurses and doctors walking in and out, but whenever asked, all 3 of them were denied access. As another Doctor walked out, looking stressed and reading a long list of notes on a clipboard Cai stopped him.


"Stop the bullshit. Is my Dad going to die"


Everyone was taken aback. The doctor looked at his notes again, to Wayne, to Mack and finally back at Cai. "I can't promise you anything. But there are a lot of people in there trying there absolute hardest to make your Dad okay" The doctor patted Cai on the shoulder and walked off. Cai huffed and walked over to the row of chairs. He buried his head in his hands and cried. Mack and Wayne eyed each other, not quite knowing what to do. As much as they wanted to comfort the boy, and tell him his Dad was going to be fine, they couldn't, because they couldn't promise him anything they weren't sure of themselves.


Wayne went and sat down on the chair next to Cai. He had never even spoke to the kid before, In fact he had never seen him in person before he escaped from Drakes boot, but he knew he couldn't just let this boy sit and cry by himself. He put his arm round Cai and pulled him to him, so that Cai was crying on his shoulder.


"You want anything little dude?"


"Do you know what time my moms ganna get here?" 


"I don't know that. But she wont be long."


About 2 minutes later Nicki and Lil Chuckee ran into the little waiting room.


"Baby!" Nicki cried as she saw her son. "Your bleeding! I thought you said he wasn't hurt?!" Nicki said angry at Mack for lying to her. She took Cai in her arms and squeezed him. 


"Everythings going to be fine Cai. Your Dad's a good man, we just need to pray."


Cai nodded and Nicki patted him in the direction of Chuckee. She had told him to try and distract him from the situation and not let Macaiah get depressed or paranoid.


"Mack? Can i have a word?"


Mack got up and followed Nicki out of the small room, down the hall. As soon as she was out of Cai's eyesight she let her real emotions out. Grasping at Mack's arm she asked, not sure if she wanted to know the answer or not."What happened? Honestly, please Mack."


"Drake shot him. I think he was aiming at Macaiah but Safaree jumped in front of him in time. I didn't think it hit him, i thought everyone was fine. But then i saw the blood and and " Mack started to get choked up just remembering the horrible sight.


"Where?"


"Huh?"


"Where did the bullet hit?" Nicki already guessed the answer. She had seen how many people had gone in and out of Safaree's room and knew it must be serious.


"His head" 


Nicki's eyes closed and she slumped against the wall.


"I'm so sorry Nic."


"Don't be sorry. Just pray with me. Please"


Nicki and Mack sat against the wall in the corrider and prayed. Nicki prayed to God that he wouldn't take away her happiness. She couldn't live without Safaree, her man, her love, her life. She prayed Safaree would live, and that if he did, he wouldn't have any kind of brain damage. She knew Safaree would hate having to depend on anyone for anything, he was way to proud. She prayed that God wouldn't take her sons father away from him. In the middle of her prayer Wayne burst through the doors.


"Nic, the nurse said the next of kin can go in, but no one else"


Nicki stood and walked into the waiting room before going to see Safaree. Walking over to Cai she bent down at the chairs level and asked quietly "Is there anything you want me to tell your Dad? The doctors say you can't go in yet"


"Just tell him i love him." Cai said still sobbing uncontrollably.


"I will. Stay strong for me, and your Dad, lambchop. He would hate to see you like this"


Cai nodded and Nicki walked towards the room the Nurse was standing at. She had no clue what to expect when she walked into the room, but it what she saw shocked her. Safaree lay there, completely limp and lifeless. There seemed to be a million different wires and leads coming from him, and his head was strapped to the bed. For some reason, his eye was swollen and there was dried blood all over him. There was a heart moniter, beeping at a steady rate in the corner of the room, that in a weird way soothed Nicki. She walked over to him and put her hand over his. It was cold, and did not respond.


"Whats wrong with him. Is he in a coma? Why isn't he saying something." Nicki said hysterically.


"Please calm down maam. We are trying to help your boyfriend as much as we can. At the moment he in a stable condition but we had to put him in a coma otherwise the pain in his head would be too much for him to take."


"YOU PUT HIM IN A COMA?!"


"Yes maam, as i said if we hadn't the pain would have been unbearable and he would have died, or gone permanently delusional. At the moment we are doing a brain scan to check if the bullet has hit the brain. Hopefully, the brain will be undamaged and we will be able to try and wake him in 2 days."


"TRY? What the fuck you mean your ganna try?"


"Well maam, when someone is in a coma then its not 100% that they will ever wake up. I'm really sorry but i have to go and look over these brain scans, as soon as i know anything you'll be the first to know." The lady left but quickly popped her head back in. "Oh and maam, we aren't really allowed more than one visitor at a time but i noticed you had a young son, so just this once i'm willing to bend the rules. Just keep it quiet"


"Thanks" Nicki said.


Nicki didn't know what to do. Her hand touching his was soothing, to know he was right there, but at the same time odd, he had never not reacted to Nicki, even at the slightest touch, and it felt so unnatural. Now she just had to make the decision, whether it would be a good idea to let Caiah see his Dad in this state. Would seeing his Dad, on a heart moniter, in a coma, strapped to a hospital bed going to freak him out, or make him feel better that he was at least still alive?

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Friday 18 May 2012

Sticks and Stones

As Safaree prayed to God that Wayne would walk out in, in the next few seconds, with his unharmed son he heard a roar of noise. Even though Wayne had told him not to go in, he was worried that someone was getting hurt and knew he had to step in. There was no way Safaree could stand about 30 metres away from the man who had kidnapped his son for any longer. Safaree walked into the house, seeing a deserted lounge. He looked around the corner to see Slim holding Drake up by the neck on the wall. The rest of the boys were no where to be seen, apart from Mack who was pulling Drakes kitchen apart, looking in cupboards and throwing anything out of his way to get where he wanted. As soon as Drake saw Safaree in his house he got a sudden surge of power. Slim easily was bigger than Drake but Drake threw Slim off of him easily and ran forward, as if he was about to hit him.


"Why the FUCK are you here?" Drake shouted at Safaree, squaring up to him. As a natural reaction Safaree clenched his fists and was about 1 second away from hitting him, like he had about 3 hours ago. But Safaree stopped himself, the angrier Drake got, the less chance he was going to get his son.


"Look Drake, i aint here to fight you"


"Then what the fuck are you here for?"


"What do you mean? You know EXACTLY why i'm here. You have my son. My 14 year old little boy. You expect me to just let you have him. He aint a parcel Drake. He's my son."


Drake immediatly looked away from SB. This just confirmed that Drake absolutely definatly had Cai, and also confirmed that Safaree would not leave this house without him.


"Listen man. Your pissed at me. Your pissed at Nic. But your not pissed at Cai. He hasnt done anything to you EVER. This isnt fair to fucking kidnap a 14 year old boy and hide him from his parents. Forget for a second that he's my son, or Nicki's son, he's a boy who had a tough childhood. Finally he's happy and you fucking take him? WHATS WRONG WITH YOU ? YOUR SICK"


"What the hell do you mean this boy aint done nothing to me. He's the reason i'm not with my boo. He's the reason that i'm not with Nic, and he's the reason Nic's with you. I'm not stupid, without Cai you 2 wouldn't be together." Drake spat.


Right there Safaree had to make a quick decision. It could go either way but he had to take the risk to get his son back.


"Drake. Imma make a deal with you. If you go get Cai for me. I'll get Nic for you."


Drake looked at him. "Why would you do that for me? You think i'm dumb ? I know you love Nic, i know as soon as i give you Cai, your out of here and i lose." Drake was mentally thinking over the deal Safaree proposed to him. Would Safaree really give him Nic.


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Flashback.
Young Money were all sitting around on the bus chilling. They were on the road and had just finished a show in New Orleans. They were going to be travelling for the night so the guys couldn't go to the club like they had planned. Just about everyone was there, Safaree, Drake, Millz, Mack, Tyga, T Streetz, Chuckee and Twist. A few other member of the crew was there, and Wayne, Tez, Slim and Shanell were all on Waynes bus.


"So what we ganna tonight since we arnt allowed out." Millz said sulkily.


"You sound like such a little baby. Man up, just cuz u can't go to the club tonight and fuck some little whore" Nicki said laughing at Millz's stroppy face.


"I don't fuck no whores!"


"Right............." Nic said laughing. Chuckee walked into the door and also started laughing.


"What are you laughing about Chuck? You better not know what that means boy." Everyone laughed and Chuckee blushed.


"How bout we just chill tonight?" Drake said.


Everyone nodded and agreed.


"Movie?" Nicki asked.


"Ya know what?" Streetz said, " I gotta good movie from someone the other day that i aint never watched."


"What?" Twist asked.


"The Excorcist!"


Everyone nodded and agreed about watching the Excorcist apart from Nicki.


"I hate scary movies!" Nicki pouted.


"Yo, before we start i wanna warn you Nic might wet herself during this film" Safaree said in a funny voice. Everyone laughed apart from Drake. He sat there, annoyed and grumpy that Safaree knew more about Nicki that he did. Safaree was new to the tour bus and everyone had taken to him quickly.
Apart from Drake of course, Drake had loved Nicki from the moment he saw her and every day, he felt like he was a step closer to getting the courage to tell her he loved her. Apart from recently. As soon as Safaree had come along, Nicki had spent less and less time with him. Before Safaree, Nicki used to chill with Drake when everyone went to the club, but now she was constantly going out with Safaree.


As Streetz got the film ready, everyone got comfortable on the couch's. Drake sat down next to Gudda and looked around for Nic. He couldn't see her, "Hey where's Nic at ?" Drake said to no one in particular.


"I'm here!" Nicki said, doing an adorable little twirl and cute jazz hands. She looked around to find somewhere to sit, he eyes quickly swivelled round the room, looking at all the different spots. Drake hoped she would opt to sit next to him, so that he could get close to her during the film. He saw Nicki look over at the spot and for about 2 seconds, thought she was going to walk over and sit down. Nicki walked over, looking at Drake who was smiling like a maniac. As she bent down, Drake put his arm on the top of the couch, making it easy for him to be able to put his arm round her.


She bent down, picked up her strawberry snapple and strutted over to the other couch. Drake frowned, why hadn't she wanted to sit nect to him. She was right there, and clearly saw the space next to him. Drake turned to see where Nicki had gone instead of him. Nicki was wiggling about on Safaree's lap getting comfortable. Safaree didn't really react, making it obvious that Nicki sitting on his lap was a normal regular thing. Drake wanted to leave, but knew people would question him on why he was leaving so stayed put.


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Hour Later.
The scariest part of the film was playing and Nicki looked terrified. Drake hadn't payed attention to the film at all. Instead of watching the movie he had watched Nicki and Safaree the whole time. Nicki dug her head into Safaree's neck. He automatically moved his hand to her head and rubbed her hair, knowing it comforted her. Drake saw this and couldn't take it anymore. He stood up, walked out and left the room. Everyone assumed he was just going to the bathroom. When Drake got to the bathroom he looked around for something to take out his anger on.


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"Drake? DRAKE?" Safaree shouted. "Is that a deal or what? You gimmee my son, and i'll give you Nic?"


By now the boys were standing helplessly on the staircase. They all had gone through every room of the house, and there was no sign of Caiah whatsoever.


Drake knew Safaree was lying. The minute he gave Macaiah over to Safaree he would never see Nicki again. Not seeing Nicki ever again was NOT an option.


"Ring Nicki now then. Prove it. I'm not ganna give you Cai until Nicki is here, with me."


Safaree gulped. Now he didn't know what to do. Drake was holding out his phone in front of him, Nicki phone number ready to call. Safaree knew it would be more than easy to call Nic, get her to come over and get Cai. But it would not be so easy to get Nicki back. What if it would take 3 days to get Nicki back from Drake? And in that 3 days, who knew what Drake was capeable of. As Safaree took the phone, still not knowing what to do, he heard something.


"DAD!" Macaiah ran in, blood dribbling down his face, mixed with tears. "DAD! HELP ME"

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Sunday 13 May 2012

All Gone

"What do you mean just not there?" Nicki shouted.

"He just wasn't there. I don't know what else to say Nic. I didn't see nothing. Hear nothing. Nothing. He was just gone!" Chuckee replied crying. He felt bad, like it was his fault.

"Have you rung him?" Safaree asked, taking off his hat and running his hand over his head, as a sign of frustration.

"Yep. But then i heard it go off, he left his phone in his room." Chuckee replied.

"SHIT" Safaree cursed.

"Maybe Wayne came by early and asked Cai if he wanted to go for a ride. You know Cai likes cars and shit." Nicki said hopefully.

SB got out his phone and rang Wayne, praying silently that Wayne would pick up and say Cai was with him. Wayne picked up on the fourth ring and SB bombarded him with questions.

"Please tell me Cai's with you?"

Chuckee and Nicki stared up at SB waiting for a sign that Wayne had said that Cai was with him, but actually saw SB punch the wall. Nicki knew this meant Cai wasn't with Wayne and started crying hysterically.

"No. I said i was ganna swing by later not now. Why?"

"He's not at home. Chuckee said that he went out front because he thought he heard us and then 20 minutes later he was no where to be found. What the fuck do i do Wayne?"

"Have you tried Drake?" Wayne asked.

SB got angry at the sound of his name. Before this had all happened SB would have thought Drake would be the last person on earth to kidnap his son but now he was top of the list.

"No. Do you really think Drakes capable of kidnapping a 14 year old boy though?"

"A month ago no. But after seeing him today, he wasn't right at all. I'm not ganna lie, i wouldn't put anything past him in his state."

"So what. Should i call him? Or Nic?"

"Don't call him. Nicki knows where he lives, just jump in the car and get there as quick as possible. Nicki might even have a spare key, and if she don't you can bust that door open easy. This shits serious nigga."

"Aight. Imma go now, thanks Wayne. We'll keep you informed."

Safaree was about to hang up when he heard Wayne say." You think we just ganna leave you man? I'm on my way to Drakes now. I'll call some of YM to come as well, i aint just ganna leave you like that. I'll see you soon, just hurry up because I'm worried for Cai man."

"Kay. Thanks Wayne"

Safaree ended the call and shoved the phone back into his pocket, picked up the car keys and turned to Nicki. "Babe, I'm going to Drakes. Waynes meeting me there, we think he has Cai."

"Okay lets go" Nicki said wiping her eyes and walking to the door. She knew crying like a baby wasn't going to get her son back.

"Woah, where the hell do you think your going?" SB said, standing in front of the front door.

"To Drakes, like you just said" Nicki replied bluntly, trying to push SB out of the way.

"Your not coming. Drakes dangerous right now and all he wants is you. If you come then he'll want you, and i'm not going to let that happen."

"OF COURSE IM COMING" Nicki roared. "He's my son too you know?"

"Listen to me. The best way to get our son back is if you stay here. Trust me okay?"

"Fine" Nicki said. "Be safe. Don't do anything stupid"

"I won't. Chuckee can i have a word?"

Chuckee obediently followed Safaree out to his car feeling incredibly bad about the whole situation. If only he had gone outside then Cai would still be there, with his family.

"Chuckee listen to me. Keep Nicki calm. I don't know how your ganna be able to do that but just try. Okay?"

"Kay. Good luck SB, i hope hes there."

"Thanks man" Safaree replied as he sped off in his bentley, hopefully to retrieve his son. As he thought this tears welled in his eyes and thought about what could've happened to Cai in the time he was driving. His mind drifted and thought of happy memories of his son as he carried on speeding to Drakes apartment.

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Flashback.

Safaree knocked on Nicki's door, swirling his new car keys around on his finger. It was a week after his 18th birthday and he had saved enough money to get a car. It wasn't great, but it was a step up from his motorbike and he knew Nicki would love him having a car. This way they could go to different places together, and he could teach Nic how to drive better, because quite frankly overtime Safaree got into a car with her, he was frightened for his and hers life.

Nicki opened the door in sweatpants, and a loose top, most probably her brothers. There was a stain on the left shoulder and Nicki's hair was shoved on the top of her head. She looked stressed and tired and her eyes were full of tears.

"Whats wrong?" Safaree asked, stepping into the house.

"Cai's ill. He has a stomach bug and he hasn't stopped crying ALL NIGHT! My moms had to go to work all day and I've been left to watch him all day. I'm sorry, i won't be able to come out today Faree"

"That's okay Nic. I'll stay in with you"

"You don't have to. I'm fine by myself."

Safaree ignored her and walked down the hall, following the Cai's crys. He was just over 1 now and was capable of making an astonishingly loud noise. Safaree hadn't spend much time with Macaiah. He found it difficult even looking at his son, who wasn't really his son anymore. It was different for Nicki because she was used to it since she lived with them but Safaree just wasn't used to it at all. He wanted to pick up Cai and tell him everything was alright now that Daddys here, but he knew he couldn't. Macaiah was propped up in his high chair wildly screaming and screwing up his face. Around him was an assortment of toys that looked like they had been thrown on the floor and a full bottle of milk.

"He won't drink anything. I just don't know what to do" Nicki shouted over Cai's crys.

"Has he been to the doctor?"

"Yeh, they just said it will go within a week but apart from that they couldn't give him anything"

Safaree looked at Nicki who was close to tears. She clearlt hadn't slept all night and was stressed about Cai.

"Nic, go up to bed, get some sleep. I can look after Cai, i know how to wind him, change his diaper, feed him, all that. So go get some rest"

"But Faree, you haven't spent much time with him. Its hard, you know hes not our son anymore"

"I know. I'll be fine. You do it every day, I'm sure i can handle a couple hours. Now go. "

Nicki smiled gratefully and started to head for the stairs. "Oh, and can you please try and get him to drink something. Anything at all would be great."

Safaree just nodded and waited for Nic to be out of sight before he went to pick up Cai. He held him at arms length,

"Hey little man. Whats up?"

Cai just carried on screaming and screaming, thrashing about wildly in Safaree's arms. Safaree walked over to the couch and sat down, holding Cai tightly to his chest, he felt cold so reached over to retrieve the baby blue blanket on the floor. Safaree sat, staring into his sons eyes, so big and bright, just like Nicki's. Gently he swayed from left to right cradling his son as close to him as he could. Out of nowhere Cai stopped crying and his face returned from the screwed up expression to blank, tears still rolling down his chubby cheeks. Safaree wiped them away lightly, and as he did so gave his son a kiss on the head.

"I love you Cai" Safaree whispered.

Cai seemed immediately settled and blinked, almost as if he was fighting sleep.

"Wait, before you go to sleep little man you need a bottle." Safaree reached for the bottle and positioned it to Cai's lips. Automatically Cai latched on and started sucking away hungrily, before long the bottle was empty and he was starting to go to sleep.

"Maybe all he wanted was his daddy" Nicki said from the doorway.

Safaree smirked. "How long have you been standing there?"

"Long enough. Is there room for me?" Nicki said nodding towards the couch.

"Theres always room for my boo" Safaree said, lifting the arm that wasn't holding Cai up, for Nicki to slide under.

The family sat there, quiet and peaceful, Macaiah breathing heavily in his sleep.

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Safaree awoke from his daydream by Wayne knocking on the window of his car.

"Hurry up man." Wayne shouted. Safaree quickly got out of the car, greeted by Millz, Slim, Mack and Tez.

"So, how are we going to do this?" Safaree asked.

"I think we should just knock. If we break in and shit, then theres more chance of Drake getting mad, and doing something stupid. Safaree, if you stay back with Wayne, we'll go in and distract Drake, then you guys go in and find Cai."

"Kay. Sounds good" Safaree said. "We'll be round the corner." SB and Wayne walked round the side of the house waiting for the sound of voices to tell them when to go.

Mack nervously rung the doorbell. It wasn't long before Drake answered, wearing a fresh pair of jeans and a shirt. He was freshly shaven and looked like he had just come out of the shower.

"Wassup man" Drake said normally, dapping everyone up.

"Nothing, we just came to chill. Can we come through?"

"Course" Drake said.

Mack looked behind him at the boys, by the way Wayne was describing Drake, he was expecting Drake to answer, drunk, high and looking a mess. The house seemed perfectly fine and  no signs of a 14 year old boy tied to a chair in sight. They followed Drake into the lounge chatting politely.

Meanwhile Safaree and Wayne heard the boys talking and knew this was there chance. They ran to the front of the house, and as planned the door was open. They snuck in and Wayne leading the way, ran upstairs.

"Right I'll the check this side of the house. You check the other"  he whispered. They set off as quiet as they could, checking in bathrooms, closets, under beds and anywhere else they could think of. Safaree was getting more panicked as he realised he had looked everywhere. As he turned round Wayne was standing there.

"Yo, We ain't ganna find him, Ive looked everywhere. We're just ganna have to confront him. Just take it easy tho."

"I think if he See's me, hes ganna go ham tho."

"Your right, whispered Wayne. "I know its hard, but i think its best if you wait in the car. Imma come out with your son okay? Just stay calm."

"Okay."

They tippie toed down the stairs and Safaree walked out of the house, giving Wayne the thumbs up as he left. As soon as he was out of the house he kicked Drakes car, out of frustration. He dropped to his knee's and prayed to God for a sign, as to where his son is and how to get him. Safaree had only just got his family back, and there was no way he was going to let it sip through his fingers that easily.
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Friday 11 May 2012

Puppies and Spikes

Nicki and SB were on the way back from subway loaded with food. Nicki felt like she was about to feed an army, because Safaree had persuaded her to get cookies, and about 3 different foot longs for each of them. He said it was because it was boring to just eat the same thing but really it was because he was worried about Nics eating. He knew if she had got one she would eat less than half and then make an excuse that she didn't like it so she wouldn't eat any more. This way, he would make sure she ate at least half of each sandwich, therefore her not starving herself because she thought she was fat. He bought loads of cookies, saying he wanted to fill the empty jar in the kitchen for Cai, but really knowing that Nic wouldn't be able to resist them.

"You still annoyed babe?" Nicki asked.

"I will forever be pissed at Drake to be honest with you Nic. But my lifes so great now its hard to stay annoyed for very long Nic"

Nicki smiled. Safaree was so romantic without even knowing it. The things he said just came out of his mouth naturally, but made her want to cry every time. Tears filled her eyes as it made her think back to when she was with SB as a teenager.

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Flashback.
Nicki was sitting in Safaree's bed snuggled up to him. It was a single bed and it wasn't really an option not be practically glued together, but even if they had the biggest bed in the world, they would be in the exact same position.


"You know what's happening next month?" asked Safaree, stroking Nicki's hair.


"Ummm, nope?" Nicki asked, thinking, making sure it wasn't his birthday or anything.


"It will be 11 months"


"What are you talking about?"


"We will have been dating for 11 months! Which means that the month after that, we will have our first anniversary. What do you wanna do?"


Nicki erupted into fits of giggles. She couldn't stop herself and was banging her little fist into SB's chest with laughter.


"What?" Safaree asked, clearly a bit hurt. He felt like Nic was laughing about there anniversary. It was a big deal to him and was planning on doing something really special. He had never been in a relationship for a year before, and knowing that he was about to, made him feel like more of a man.


"I'm not laughing at you babe" She tried to stop herself laughing but failed. Nicki noticed SB's serious face, and sat up breathing hard, to stop herself from bursting out again.


"I just thought that anniversary's were more for like, married couples and stuff?"


Now SB was even more hurt. " Well if you don't want to do anything its fine" He went to sit up. "I just thought it would be nice. I need to go for a pee"


"FAREE WAIT" she shouted as SB stormed out of the room with a face like thunder.


She got up quickly, but realised she didn't have any clothes on. "for fucks sake" she muttered, grabbing the sheets and tieing it round herself.

She walked to bathroom and saw the door was closed. "Oh jeez" she muttered again, knowing this was a sign that he was really pissed. He never closed the bathroom door, whether he was peeing, showering, shaving or even taking a shit.  She knocked on the door, "Safaree, I'm sorry. Just hear me out please".

He didn't answer and Nicki didn't really know what to do. She knocked again, but didn't get a response. When they rowed, was when Nicki really realised how different they were. When she was mad, she wanted to scream and shout and lash out, whereas he wants peace, quiet and time to calm down. Mama Carol had said it was because Safaree was rational, sensible and knew how to control his emotions, and that Nicki was an impatient little firework, always ready to go off.

As Nicki stared at the door, upset that she had ruined such a nice moment, she realised the lock on the door hadn't worked for ages, ever since SB's little sister slammed so hard that the lock fell off. She pondered whether to barge in and apologise and try and make it up to him, or give him space. She decided that it would be good to explain herself, and if he was still mad after that she would go home and leave him to think. Before she entered she shouted through the door "Babe, I'm coming in". She opened the door peeped round to see Safaree sitting on the edge of the bathtub. He had his head in his hands and his elbows on his knee's.

"What?" he asked, in the most abrupt tone Nicki had ever heard.

"I wanted to say i was sorry." Before she could continue Safaree cut her off.

"You didn't do anything wrong Onika. It was me. I was being stupid for thinking we were in an adult serious relationship. I'm sorry for thinking you were more than a silly immature girl"

Safaree's words hit Nicki hard and it hurt. "Baby, you don't mean that. I know that just as well as you do. I wasn't laughing about having an anniversary. I was laughing at your sweetness, your kindness, how cute you are. The cute things you say just make me giggle babe, i can't help it. I'm just not used to it. Your the opposite of the boys I've been around before, the opposite of what people think of you. I was laughing because, a year ago i thought it would be like 10 years before i was in a serious relationship. I thought I'd be the one remembering anniversarys, and having to plan cute things. The only time I've ever experienced a man saying things like that was in the movies. Like fairy tales ya know?, where the prince comes along and saves his woman. Now, i feel like I'm living that and it makes me giggle. Little ol me, being happy is just weird to me, okay?"

"You don't think this anniversary thing is dumb then?" Safaree said, looking up at him Nicki.

"No baby" Nicki slid into Safaree's lap and clutched onto him. "And, whatever you wanna do babe. I know whatever your planning will be mad extra and sweet."

"You wanna get back into bed Nic? I'm mad cold in here"

Nicki nodded and Safaree stood up, with Nic still clutching round his neck like a little orangutan. They got back in bed and cuddled up again, as if there mini argument had never happened. "Tell me one of your jokes Faree" Nicki said with a grin.

"What do you call cheese that's not yours?"

"What?" Nicki giggled.

"Nacho cheese"

Nicki ugly for ages and Safaree laughed at Nicki's laughter. She kicked her little legs and shook her head about like she was having a fit, whilst Safaree pressed her into him, so she didn't fall off the bed.

"One more babe?"

"Why did the motorcycle stop moving?"

"Why?"

"It was two-tired"

Nicki was now crying. There was something about ultra corny jokes that always got to her. When she stopped hysterically laughing she noticed SB was looking down at her with a small smile on his face.

"Whatchu looking at playboi?" she said in a funny voice.

Safaree didn't reply, just kissed her on the end of the nose.

"What was that for?" Nicki asked.

"I was just giving you an experience of an eskimo's life."

"WHAT?!" Nicki asked, again bursting into a fit of giggles.

Again Safaree didn't reply in words but just passionately kissed her. How anyone could be adorable and cute but sexy and desirable at the same time was completely beyond him.

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Nicki and Safaree pulled up to the house, and Safaree helped Nicki out of the car, as per usual. As she got out she said, "Faree, you know the date we got together this time around don't you?"

"Course" Safaree replied casually "How would i plan our first anniversary without knowing the date we got together?"

Nicki blushed, while SB tried to find his keys. They walked into the house to be met by a gasping Lil Chuckee.

"Why didn't you pick up your phones! I've been ringing for ages."

"Why whats happened?" Nicki said urgently. " Wheres Cai?"

"That's the thing. Cai went out the front because we heard the car pull up and assumed it was you. He went to help with the bags and i was setting up the table but he didn't come back in for a while
so i went out to see where he was. And he just wasn't there."
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Tuesday 8 May 2012

GARBAGE

Wayne frowned at Nicki. "What's the issue?" he asked confused. Nicki and Drake always got along, and were always close back in the day when the whole of YMCMB were always together.


"What do you mean whats the issue?" Nicki said quietly through gritted teeth. Even though everything in her wanted to pounce on Drake, and beat him till he felt a tiny part of how hurt Macaiah was after what Drake had done to him, she stayed next to Wayne and Slim. She hated making a scene, and even though she was so close to Wayne, Slim and Tez, it was still a meeting and she wanted to be profesional.


Drake saw Nicki whispering to Wayne and knew that she was talking about him. As far as he knew, Wayne or anyone in YMCMB didn't know about what he had done to Nicki earlier. No one had said anything and he wanted it to stay that way. What he had done to Nicki was awful and he felt bad, although he didn't regret it. She deserved it after what she had done to him, he kept telling himself.


"Nicki listen, I'm sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you. Can we go outside for a second and i'll explain why i did what i did?"


Wayne, Tez and Slim all exchanged confused glances, wishing Nicki or Drake would tell them whats gone on. Wayne didn't watch news, read blogs or generally watch TV, apart from sport of course.


"Is there something going on here?" Slim asked.


"Nope" Nicki replied. "Lets just get on with the meeting thanks."

"Whatever you say barbie" Slim said, slightly taken aback with her abruptness. Tez hastily took the seat next to Drake so Nicki wouldn't have to sit there. It was already awkward enough already, he didn't want it to get any worse.



After they ordered drinks, Nicki opting for a soda, in case alcohol fueled her anger and made her do something she shouldn't.


Drake kept his eyes on Nicki the whole time as Wayne talked about the mixtape he wanted to make. It was going to be his mixtape, but wanted Nicki and Drake to be heavily involved, doing a lot of verses for him, and hopefully a few singles of there own. 


"So yeah, i want you both on at like 5 songs, at the very least. You feeling me?" Wayne asked the pair.


"Definitely"  replied Nicki. She was very eager to get back in the studio with Wayne more and anything with Wayne was sure to be successful. As long as it didn't involve being in the studio with Drake, but she didn't want to mention that now. She would ring Wayne after she left and tell him the situation, but she knew if she bought it up now Drake would start behaving like an ass. Also, she didn't want to make Wayne, Tez or Slim uncomfortable.


"Drake, you feeling it, or not?" 


The 3 men stared at Drake, who was staring at Nicki, trying to get her eye contact. She was obviously ignoring it, looking at Wayne, on the other side of the table. Drake realised everyone was looking at him.


"You talking to me?" he asked, sounding like a complete moron.


"Jeez Drizzy. What the fucks up with you man. The whole time we've been her you've looked completely out of it. I've been talking for ages and you've been staring off like a weirdo for ages." Wayne said, looking a bit annoyed.


"Sorry Wayne, its just really hard to concentrate when the worlds most sexy, intelligent, mind blowing woman is sitting across from you."


As soon as the words came out of Drakes mouth everyone was immediately uncomfortable. The boys were used to the 2 of them having a bit of flirt, but that wasn't subtle flirting, it was very full on and was an inappropriate time.
Keen to change the subject Wayne piped up "So whats up with you and Cai? I would have rung the day you spoke to him but we didn't know how things went down." 


Nicki looked up, making eye contact with Drake for the first time. A smug smile appeared on her face, staring at Drake hard. " Every things great actually. I'm so happy and so is he. In fact it's perfect, anyone that thinks they are going to mess with MY happiness right now is absurd."


"So yo ganna see him every weekend or what?" Wayne asked, happy that Nicki was.


"He's living with us" Nicki said, still staring at Drake, beaming.


"Us?" Slim asked, with a smirk.


"Yep. Me, my son and my man." She said proudly.


"And who would that be Miss Minaj?"


Before Nicki could reply, Wayne interrupted. "SB of course. Who the fuck else would it be?"


"What do you mean who else could it be?" Drake said, bright red in the face. 


"Well its pretty obvious, don't you think?" Wayne said, not noticing Drake was getting annoyed.


"Well, the only thing obvious to me is that SB is a fucking low life bum. Like what the fuck does he even do? Follow you around like your little bitch? Shit, without you, where would he be? A fucking waiter in Queens. He doesn't care for you Nic, he cares for your bank balance."


Before Wayne, Tez or Slim could ask Drake what the hell was up with him, Nicki had stood up and picked up her drink.


"Who the fuck do you think you are Drake? I'm sick of you and your ugly face. SB is a million times more of a man than you'll ever be. Without him, i wouldn't even be a rapper, i wouldn't have the bank balance i do, because he's my support system. Unlike YOU, he actually cares about me. He wants to spend time with me, unlike you, whoever didn't make any time for me, and when you did it was just for sex. Which in case you were wondering, your FUCKING SHIT at."


"Whats that supposed to mean?" Drake asked.


"I mean, in the 5 minutes we had sex before you passed out, your tiny pencil dick, made me feel sick. I wouldn't touch it, or YOU ever again with a barge pole. When i say this, i mean it Drake, don't fuck with ME or my family every again."

"Oh there you go again. Talking shit like your a good mom? So you ignore your son for what, 13 years?!! Then see him a couple times and think your all that. Your a shit mom, and your boyfriend, is just a deadbeat dad to be honest."

Tez saw what was going to happen coming and tried to grab Nic's arm but it was to late. She had thrown nearly a whole glass of pepsi all over his face, drenching him and the top of shirt in the brown sticky liquid. She had been trying to stop herself but he taken it to far.

"YOU BITCH" he yelled, wiping his face with a napkin. She stormed out from behind the table and grabbed her purse.

"Wayne, Tez, Slim, I've had a good time and i hope to see you guys soon. And I'm more than happy to be on the mixtape, one of you hit me up as soon as you've got a song you want me to be on." She walked out of the restaurant, speed dialling Safaree as she did so.

"Pick me up. I'll be outside waiting. Don't bother to get out, I'll just jump in"

"Babe? Whats wrong." Safaree replied, but realised she had hung up. "Shit" he said. Nicki sounded really upset.

"Boys, I'm off to go pick up Nicki, text me with what you want from subway." he said grabbing his keys and running to his red bentley.

"Whats up with him?" asked Chuckee.

"Dunno. Maybe my moms upset." replied Macaiah, concerned.

"I'm sure shes fine man. If anything had happened, your dad would have wanted us to go with him. Relax"

Macaiah wasn't so sure but tried to forget it.



Meanwhile Nicki was waiting impatiently outside of the restaurant. She tapped her foot against the sidewalk, peering to her left and right, trying to remember the direction Safaree would have to come in to pick her up. While she was looking she felt a hand on her hand. She thought it was Drake and turned around with her hand out, about to slap him.

"Wooaaaah Nic. It's just me" Said wayne, clutching Nicki's hand in case she was about to slap him.

"Oh. I'm sorry Wayne, i thought it Drake."

"You wanna ride? I'll take you home, we can talk back there if you want."

"I'm fine thanks Wayne. Safaree's on his way."

"so, are one of you guys going to tell me what the fucks going on? Because Drakes so pissed Tez and Slim are still tryna restrain him."

"Wayne. He... he he did this press" she was crying now, covering her leaking eyes with her hands, making her words completely inaudible. Wayne took Nicki in his arms and hugged her. He knew how strong of a person Nicki was, so whatever Drake had done, it must have been pretty bad for her to get so upset about it.


He held Nicki and tried to think about what Drake could've possibly done. While he was holding Nic, Drake had run out.


"Oh so you taking her side now?" Drake asked Wayne, looking like he wanted a fight.


Wayne let Nicki go and turned to stare at Drake. "Nigga, what the fucks up witchu? I aint taking sides cuz no one will fucking tell me whats going on!!"


"Stay out of our business Wayne" Drake replied." It don't have nothing to do with you."


"OF COURSE IT DOES!" Everyone was startled at Wayne shouting. "WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE TO MAKE NIC CRY"


"NOTHING" drake screamed back.


"Oh, cuz Nic really ganna throw a drink at you and run out here crying for nothing is she? I'm not stupid Driz."


Slim and Tez were wondering wether or not to step in. Wayne looked like he was ready for a fight and Nicki was crying even more now. 


SB had got out of the car, hearing shouting and immediatly saw Nicki crying.


"What the fuck?" he said to himself as he ran over, then he saw Drake. Now he understood why his boo was crying.


"I can tell you what the fuck he done" said SB.


Wayne turned round on the spot, everyone confused because he seemed like he came out of nowhere.


"He was mad at Nic, because she dumped him. So he decided to get revenge by doing some gay little press conference where he told the whole world that me and Nic had a son. He told them his name, age and school and the next day our 14 year old son was fucking harassed as he came out of school by millions of press, who flew from all the over the world to get an exclusive. Therefore making my son go through shit for a week, without his parents. That's exactly what he done." Safaree told Wayne.


Wayne turned round to look back at Drake, who had his head bowed.
"Is that true?" he asked calmly. Drake didn't respond.


"NIGGA I SAID, IS THAT TRUE?" Wayne shouted, squaring up to Drake.


"yes" Drake practically whispered.


"Okay then, find yourself a new deal. You aint young money no more. Young moneys a family. We don't do that to family you understand?"


"But wayne." Drake was about to argue back when SB smacked him so hard in the jaw, he fell to the ground. Safaree then started kicking Drake as hard as he could, in the head and the back of his neck, Tez and Slim tried to hold Safaree back, but couldn't, Safaree had been waiting to do this for a while now.


"Faree stop! He's not worth it" Nicki screached, scared that a passer by would see and call the cops. Safaree heard Nicki's voice, and wanted to stop, but at the same time he didn't.


"Think about Cai" Nicki pleaded grabbing his arm and pulling hard.


As soon as Safaree heard his sons name he stopped. Even if Cai wasnt there to see it, he wanted to be a good role model and a good dad which did not mean fighting all the time. 


"Lets go Nicki" Safaree said, wishing he could just stay there and continue beating Drake until he was swallowed into the ground,never to be seen again.
She clutched at Safaree's hand, knowing he was so tempted to go back and hurt Drake even more. As much as she hated Drake, she knew if Safaree would have continued Drake would probably be dead and she wouldn't wish that on anyone.


"Wait Nic" Wayne called. 


"what?"


"I might stop by later? If thats okay with you. I still wanna discuss things and i guess i should meet your son as well huh? I mean, he might be the new member of Young Money?"


"Your welcome any time Weezy, you know that. But for real tho, Cai will NEVER be a rapper. I wouldnt allow it." she said laughing.


"Kay Nic. And SB?"


"Wassup?" Safaree replied, wanting to go home now.


" I respect you for what you did back there. You stuck up for your family man, and you stopped when you needed too. Ill cya later." 


"Bye " Nicki and Safaree said as they got into the car. Safaree put both hands on the steering wheel and squeezed it hard. He was still angry as fuck and was trying to calm himself before he drove, he didn't want to get in a car accident. Nicki put her hand over SB's, rubbing it a little. She wanted to give him time to calm down and think for a second, but that also she was there for him.


"He didnt touch you did he?" Safaree asked her.


"No babe. I didn't even think about getting close enough so that he would be able to."


"Please tell me that you didn't know he was going to be there?"


"I didn't babe. I swear on Cai's life. Wayne just told me he wanted to speak to me, and it didn't even cross my mind to ask who was going to be there. I swear--"


"Nic, i believe you. I was just checking. I don't want you being around him anymore Nic. There was a look in his eye that was really , i dunno kinda creepy. Like a maniac or something. I would genuinelly be worried for your safety if i knew you were around him. Is that okay?"


"Yes Faree. I wouldn't have anyway after what he said about you. He was completely out of order, i don't know what his problem is." Nicki sighed." Its weird. I always thought he'd be someone always there for me"


"Let's stop talking about him. I dont want him ruining anything else from now on."


"Your right. You know what the boys want from subway?"


"Yep. Lets go. But before we do, i need something really really amazing"


"What the hell are you talking about"


"I was talking about the best album in the world silly!" he pressed play and RBMS started.


"I wonder who this could be about." Safaree said with a smirk. Nicki just smiled, staring at Safaree as he drove.



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Again, shout out to my new title word generator, @TeamMinajLexi<---- a good supplied of all round cute american words ! Anyways hope you liked it, comment or DM me! @ilovenickiandSB