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I know i only posted like 4 days ago but i have a half term at the moment sso i can post a bit more for the next week !!! And omg Nicki's Grammy performamce ! I was in tears, i was just so proud, how far has she come?!!!!! And if anyone has the link to when Nicki won a BET award and said that she would take a bullet for SB because i never got to see it as they dont stream to England! Thanks. whichever barb find it for me gets to choose what happens next in the story!

Nicki got comfy in the bed and pulled the blankets up to her chin. Oscar and Elenor were tucked up at the end of the bed and SB was just slipping his sneakers off to get into bed.
"So what did you want to speak to me about ? Did it okay when you took Macaiah to the store ?"

"Yeh it was fine, Macaiah's fine, dont stress".

Nicki sighed with relief. "So whats wrong ?"

"Onika, i dont know really where to start. Its just lately, well when you started to go out with Drake, i realised how much i need you. I would prefer to spend a day without food or water than spend a day without you. You have given me the best gift that i have ever been given in Macaiah. Every time i see you with another dude i get weirdly jealous and possesive and thats not me at all, only you can do that to me. I have never really gotten that serious with a girl and i could never understand why until a couple months ago, i realised its you. I know that we dated when we were like 15, but im 30 now and i know so much more about you."

Nicki eyes were wide and she was praying mentally he was going where she wanted him to go with this.

"It sounds awful and i hope that you forgive me for this but when your sad, i get sad too but at the same time it gives me an excuse to hold you cose to me. When you broke up with Drake and we sat and snuggled for hours i was imagining us, in the future with our son and and, and"
He trailed off getting everything off his chest that he had always wanted to.

Nicki cut him off. "I love you too" She stated simply.

"I know you do Nic, but i'm in love with you, its different."He looked away.

"No, im in love with you. I get it. I always have, you and me, we have always been in love."

"What ? Did you think of maybe telling me this ?"

"Well we cant be together? Can we ? Its too difficult."

"But why is it ?You just said it yourself, we are destined to be together, so why would we ignore that?"

"Its not about just us Safaree."Nicki sighed. "We have a son."

"Macaiah wants us to be together. We spoke about it together at the store, he wants the perfect family, just like me.

Nicki looked down. She wanted this so bad, but didnt want it to end badly."What if we split up? I cant put Cai through that."

"Why would we split up?"  Safaree knew Nicki wanted this almost as much as he did so he went with it, Softly he leaned forward and pecked her lips, before he could pull back Nicki put her hands at the back of his head and pilled him. They deepened the kiss and gently Safaree pushed Nicki onto the bed. The kissed passionately for the next 10 minutes.

SB pulled away for air and rubbed there noses together. There face's about an inch away from each other Nicki whispered " I love you babe"

"I love you so much baby. We will never split up, i wont let you leave me, your mine forever and im yours"

Nicki was overwhelmed with emotion and just smiled, she yawned quietly trying to make sure Safaree didnt see but he did.

"lets got to sleep, we still have all day tomorrow with Macaiah and i dont want to sleep all morning."

"Babe?"

"Yeh?" Safaree replied.

"Should we tell him........... about us?"

"Whatever you want Nicki. It really dosnt bother me."

"Well i definatelly want to tell him soon, but maybe in a few weeks? So that we are settled and we know how to tell him and stuff."

"sounds good babe."

Nicki snuggled straight into SB without even thinking and closed her eyes. Feeling SB's bare chiseled chest underneath her meant the world to her and she grinned. She was happy. He was happy. He played with Nicki's beatiful curly hair and kissed her temple. The love of his life. The love of her life.

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Macaiah had been tossing and turning in his bed. Paranormal activity had really scared him and every time he closed his eyes he saw the scene when she got pulled out of the bed by the spirit. He had tried having a drink of water and counting sheep but it wasnt working. He decided to go see if his mom was awake.

He pottered down to his moms room, peeking under the door to see if the light was on before he entered. It wasnt but he still knocked. There was no answer so he opened the door and stared at the bed. There was a big lump there, way bigger than his sister. He frowned, if his mom had let Drake in he would be so pissed he thought. But then he saw an arm out of the blanket with a micheal jackson tattoo on. It was his Dad, but this was Nickis room. Safaree stirred slightly in his sleep making Nicki's curls visible to Macaiah.

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Did you like it ?  what did you think ?????????? and remeber please find me that clip when Nicki says about taking a bullet for SB ?Thanks.
ITS BARBIE BITCH *MUAHH* love yo barbs.