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"Your mom ?" said Drake. He looked at the the 13 year old boy. He knew it was Macaiah because he had seen so many pictures, although had never met him, Nicki was always a bit funny with Drake when he asked when he would be introduced to her family. He stared at the boy again making sure it was definitely the same boy he had seen in the pictures.

"Errm no, I'm looking for your sister ? Is she around ?"

Since the last time Drake had seen Nicki he had cleaned up his act a lot. As soon as he had left Nicki's apartment he knew he had to go home, shower, shave and have a reality check. That day he went back to work and made sure he looked like he did when he went out with Nicki. He had been going to the gym and been shopping, getting a whole new wardrobe and new ice. In his pocket he had a matching ring and earrings that matched his new chain for Nicki.

"errm i don't really know if she wants to see you right now?" Macaiah stared up at Drake. He was a bit intimidated at this 6'2 man, who was muscly and didn't look like he wanted to be messed with.

Drake laughed. "Don't worry man, me and your sister are pretty close, she will want to see me".

Macaiah wasn't sure or not if Nicki would want to see Drake but he was sure that he didn't want this man seeing his mom. He was quite rude and Macaiah felt patronised and mad at this man. Drake went to walk in and Macaiah didnt know what to do. There was know way he was ganna be able to stop this man, suddenly he saw drake stop in his tracks. He looked behind him and saw his Dad.

"Naw, Macaiahs right, she don't wanna see you so cya later Drake." Macaiah silently sighed with relief. If his dad hadn't of been there then Drake would have just barged in and interupted his weekend with his Mom and Dad.

Drake looked at SB quite embarrassed. "Oh hey SB, i just wanna pop in for a sec to give Nicki
something."

"Oh you can give it to me and i will make sure she gets it but she cant really see you right now. Did you ring her and tell her you were coming ? Cuz she didn't mention it?"

"Um no i didn't tell her cuz i have a surprise for her ? And i kinda wanted to give it to her in person"

"Oh that's fine, she is free next week i think, just make sure you ring and tell her , shes very tired."

Macaiah was trying not to laugh out loud by now. His dad was pretty obviously trying to get rid of Drake but Drake wasn't having any of it. He was getting very frustrated by now and didn't understand why he couldn't see Nicki quickly and give her a present. He was sure if Nicki had come to the door she would've let him in.

"I don't really understand why your being so fucking difficult. I have to see Nicki, who happens to be my girlfriend and i don't appreciate you stopping me. Who the fuck do you think you are ? She loves me more than you, otherwise she wouldn't have fucked me for 3 months instead of you would she ?"

SB quickly got Drake by the neck and shoved him against the wall. Whilst holding him there, his feet about 4 inches from the floor he said " first of all, don't curse in front of MY son! Second of all, she dumped you about 3 weeks ago, shes not your girlfriend. Third of all if Nicki ever heard you say she fucked you, she would be so pissed. Never EVER speak about Nicki like that again."

Safaree let Drake go and he fell to the floor. "Drake, what the fuck are you doing here ?" Nicki walked in and looked at Drake lying on the floor gasping for breath, Safaree red with anger and Macaiah staring at Drake with disgust.

"I came to give you something, i still love you Nicki."

"Drake, please leave, i don't wanna be with you. I don't wanna be our girlfriend and i don't love you. Get over it ! I am trying to spend the weekend with my son and i don't want to ruin it by you storming in and taking me away from him".

Drake looked so hurt but before he could reply to Nicki Macaiah said " erm would you mind leaving, your disrespecting my mom and i don't appreciate it".

"But i ---"

"JUST GO" Macaiah interrupted, "god he;s not very good at getting the hint is he"

Safaree burst out laughing at his sons little outburst as he got so angry in about 5 minutes just like he had done a few minutes before. Nicki looked at Macaiah "sorry babe, i didn't no he was going to come here." she sighed.

"Mom its not your fault, its not like you invited him or anything".

"I know but i felt like its my fault he came and he ruined your evening. I'm so so sorry, to both of you."

"Don't be sorry Mom, just promise me, don't go out with that weirdo again?"

"I promise".

Safaree pulled his son into a hug, "sorry you saw me being violent. I don't like people seeing me like that but he piss's me off so much " he whispered in his ear. Macaiah laughed and nodded. "I understand".

"Hey you 2, why don't you wanna go to the store and get some DVDs and food and stuff cuz i have to shower and lotion and get dressed which may take a while. " Secretly she did wanna have a shower and stuff  but she wanted Safaree and Macaiah to have some father-son bonding time as well.

"Sounds good, we will be back in about an hour." Safaree said and kissed Nicki on the cheek.

Macaiah did the same , "Bye mom , cya in a bit, i just have to get my shoes my on Dad, ill be 1 sec".
As soon as they he left the room Safaree and Nicki pulled each other into a hug. It seemed like they had grown so much closer to there son in the space of about 2 hours.

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The Weekend.......

Macaiah was sitting in the back of Nicki's pink bentley with his bags. His smile was from ear to ear as Nicki drived to the hotel whle they chatted. As Nicki took a wide turn nearly crashing into a tree Macaiah burst out laughing as Safaree pretended to whimper and cover his eyes.

"Hey have you got your crash helmet and shin pads on back there Cai ? I dont want to kill you before we actually get to the hotel, i mean i dunno about you but i would quite like to spend some time with my son?" He said looking at Nicki. Nicki was laughing as well, partly at Safaree being silly and partly at Macaiah's obnoxious laugh constantly coming from the back of the car.

As they pulled into the hotel Macaiah gasped. He had never really stayed in a fancy hotel before, especially not as fancy as the on they had pulled into. He couldnt stop staring at the hotel, which was exciting him but intimidated him at the same time. As they walked in he stood up straight and tried to look as if he belonged in such a grand place. Safaree walked up to the counter getting there room keys.

"Hey i used to feel like i had to do that to" Nicki said looking at the way Macaiah was standing. "But then i realised that we are getting the best suite in this hotel so the rest of these people can suck my d.... erm yeh. "

"You said a bad word" Cai teases whilst poking his mum in the ribs.

"What did she say this time?" Safaree said loudly as he walked up to them with the room keys.

"She nearly said the D word " Macaiah giggled. He looked at his parents playfully arguing about who cussed the most.

"So lamb chop what did you wanna do this weekend ? whatever you want we can do babe " Nicki told him while giving him a kiss on the head.

"Erm i dont really mind. But tonight maybe we could just get a movie and a take out ? I just wanted to spend time with you i guess ?"

"thats sounds cool. We can go to the store later and get some movies and snacks ".

"Erm if you guys dont mind i think ill drive" Safaree said. Everyone laughed.

When they got into there apartment for the weekend Nicki took Macaiah into his room. "Here you go lambchop, this is your room, i will leave you to unpack because i have to as well." She walked to the door leaving him gaawping around his room. " And by the way, thank you for wanting to spend this weekend with ut. It means so much. I love you so much."

"You dont have to thank me Mom, i really wanted to. I love you to." He quickly walked up to her and pecked her on the cheek. She left the room with a wide grin on her face. As she walked into the cute lounge she walked into SB.

"What you smiling at babe ?" Safaree asked. He quickly put his hand over his mouth after he said babe. He hadnt meant to but being with Nicki and his son had just made him feel like a family. Almost as if Nicki was his wife.

Nicki laughed at his slip up and shook it off. "Its been like 4 time now !"

"Huh?"

"Hes called me mom 4 times now !"

Safaree picked Nicki up and twirled her around laughing loudly. "I didnt know that i could ever be this happy Nicki, i havnt said this for a long time but thank you. Thank you for giving me him. He was the best thing that ever happened to us ".

Nicki just smiled. "Come on babe, we have to unpack".

Safaree knew that she knew she had said babe, Nicki knew that Safaree noticed she had said babe. He was a bit confused. Did she feel the same way about him he wondered. But he pushed it to the back of his head. This weekend was about him, Nicki and Macaiah, not him and Nicki. As he was thinking this there was a knock at the door.

"I'll get it " Macaiah said as he ran to the door of the hotel room . "Oh" he heard Macaiah say. "I guess you want my mum?"

"Your mum ?" replied a voice SB recognised.





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A couple of days later ...

A couple of days later.

Nicki and Safaree were in the studio.
"I don't know what's wrong with me. I just can't seem to write today ". Nicki had been staring at her notepad for the last half an hour with her headphones on.

"why don't we go somewhere ? We havnt been out for ages just us 2 ".

"Safaree do you think I Have time to go out ? Are you serious. Like your such a jerk. You know I have to finish this song for the album ! ". She got up and stormed for the toilet in the studio.

Safaree sighed. He and Nicki weren't the same as they used to be mostly because of the stress she was under. Not just because of the Macaiah situation but the album as well. It had been 2 days since they had seen there son as they wanted to give him time to think. Safaree sighed. He knew there was no chance Nicki would go out with him for the day.

"look im sorry. I didn't mean to snap at you. It's not your fault, I was being a bitch, I know you were just trying to help". She held her hands out to him for a hug. " maybe we cant go out for a day but we could go for a walk maybe ?".

"that we be great " safaree replied. They put on there coats and walked out of the studio and taking a left. They werent walking anywhere in particular.

It was silent for a while until Nicki's phone went off.

"hey Macaiah " Nicki said whilst stopping in the middle of the pavement.

"that sounds great we will be there in 10 " abroad grin spread across nicki's face as she grabbed SB's hand and ran back to the studio.

"what did he say Nicki ? Does he want to live with us ? ".

"not quite" she replied " he wants to spend the weekend with us. I'm so excited Safaree. It's ganna be like we are a family ". Nicki was driving like a mad women but for once SB didn't care

He didn't reply. He didn't know what to say. He knew this weekend would be amazing with the woman of his dreams and his son. His beautiful son. Whilst Nicki babbled on about the weekend ahead of them Safaree thanked god silently for the family he had.

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Macaiah stared at Nicki and Safaree. He stared at Safaree's nose and hairline and saw the similarities between himself and his father. He had always known that he and Nicki had looked very similar as whenever they went out as a family people whould comment on how much they looked like each other but as he thought she was her sister he never questioned it. He did slightly resemble Mama Carol but not much, and he had never looked anything like his dad.
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I didn't know what to say. To be honest i hadn't really made my mind up yet. It was the most amount of stress that has ever been put on me i thought to myself. Suddenly i realised everyone was staring at me. I stared at Nicki.

"Look, Ive really thought about this. But i don't think i can treat you and SB like parents. Its too late. You left it to late. I'm 13. I have a mum and dad. I don't need new ones now." I was shocked at the words coming out of my mouth. .
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Nicki looked taken aback. She had had a bad feeling about this from the start. She sat there not knowing what to say. She wanted to break down and cry. She wanted to sit on SB like a baby and nuzzle into his neck like she always did when she was upset. But she knew she couldn't. There was always a possibility of this happening and her and SB got into this situation fully aware of that.  Nicki showed no emotion.

Meanwhile on the other side of the table SB was finding it harder to show no emotion. He wanted to cry. He wanted to lock himself in his room like a child and blare his music up and sob. Deep down he really thought that Macaiah would want to treat Nicki and him like parents. Safaree sat down and swallowed down his tears.

"That's fine Caiah, we told you because you had to find out sooner or later." Macaiah couldn't look into his dads eyes. He was scared SB would realise what was going on . Why he had said those things previously when he didn't mean them at all.

After about 10 minutes of basically silence Nicki stood. "We cant stay for long because i have to go to the studio. Bye mom." She hugged her mother. "Bye Cai." She hugged her son, like it would be the last time ever. She kissed him on his head as she felt wet on her chest. She looked down to see her son crying. "What's wrong baby?". She asked Macaiah. Suddenly a spurt of maternal instinct kicked in and she wiped his face.

"I love you so much mom, and i want to be your son. i do. But i don't want to hurt your moms feelings."Safaree had been listening to this and walked up Macaiah. He placed his hand on his head and rubbed gently. Nicki smiled at the love of her life and her son.

Safaree looked at him deep in the eyes " Son, maybe you should have a couple of days and speak to Mama Carol. Maybe you haven't made a decision yet, however long it takes me and Nicki are hear. Honestly, you don't have to protect any ones feelings . This is all about you and your happiness."

Macaiah nodded. "I'm going to go speak with Mama Carol then". He turned to walk away and without looking back said "Love you mom, love you dad".

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"You ready ?"SB asked Nicki impatiently as reapplied her lipstick for the millionth time in the mirror.  He had been ready for the last hour to leave for Mama C's house but Nicki had had about 20 outfit changes and decided she felt the need to a  bath and then a shower as she still felt dirty.

As Safaree thought about the ridiculous excuses she had come up with to delay leaving and finding out what Macaiah was going to say. He walked up behind Nicki and grabbed her hip. Swivelling her round he said " Stop delaying it. I know your nervous but so am i so we might as well get this over with." Nicki looked into his eyes.

"Okay, lets go" she grabbed her purse and walked towards the door.

"Oh, drake !" As she had opened the door she had seen Drake staring at the door as if deciding whether to knock or not. He looked rough. His beard and hair had grown considerably since Nicki had last seen him and his eyes were bloodshot. He smelt like week and vodka and his shirt sleeve had torn a little. His knuckles were stained with blood and his bottom lip split.

"Drake what the hells happened." She pulled him in to the hotel room quickly so that no one saw him.

"I don't know nic. I haven't been home in a while. I couldn't face it. So i kept going out. And then i lost my phone. My wallets gone. I don't even know what day it is , i haven't done any work since the last time i saw you and i don't know what to do. " He looked hurt. "Tell me what to do Onika "

Nicki grabbed the hem of his shirt and sighed. There was a cut where the rip in the shirt was with splinters of glass in it. "Oh god Drake, look at you!" She stared into his eyes. She was so confused, she remembered all of the dates they had been on, and when Drake used to stroke her face to get to sleep at night. She had loved him to, just not as much as he had. She let her hand stroke gently over his face, gently brushing his big pink lips that she had loved kissing and sucking on so much.

"Why did you leave me ?" As soon as the words came out of his mouth he regretted it. She dropped her hand and went and got a pair of tweezers. When she returned she looked angry that he had bought it up.

" I'm sorry, its just that i don't get it. I know that we had a few fights but every couple has that? And i know i work a lot but you said you understood that because you work the same amount if not more than me. I loved you so much Nicki. And you love me back , i can tell." He rested his hand on her cheek and made her look at him.

"Drake stop moving i have to get this glass out."

Carefully she removed the larger shards of glass. "SB she yelled can you bring in the bandages please ?"

Meanwhile SB had been sitting in his room. He had been punching into his pillow against the wall trying to get his anger out before Nicki saw him. "Get Drake this, get Drake that" he mumbled as went to fetch the first aid kit Nicki took everywhere with her. He got the bandage out and mumbled again " oh poor Drake with his big ears and Canadian accent. Oh no Drake has glass in his cut poor him. " He was so mad. All he wanted was to see his son and now that Drake had got here it was almost as if Nicki had completely forgotten.

As he entered the room Drake was standing up and Nicki still sitting on the bed looking at the floor. "Oh thanks man" Drake said quietly as he took a bandage and walked out of the room towards the door. As soon as he heard the front door bang shut SB shouted " what the fuck did he do to you ? Did he hurt you ? I'm ganna kill him that motherfucking ugly ass fuck-boy"

"Sb he didn't hurt me so shut up. Come on can we just leave please. ?"

They walked down to the car in silence and when they got in Nicki scooted away form SB and rested her head on the window whilst closing her eyes. It was a long journey to her mothers from the hotel and she had had no sleep last night due to the anxiety.

SB sat up the whole ride and stared at Nicki. "If he only i could tell what she was thinking " he thought to himself.

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(An hour later).

Nicki woke up. She looked down and realised her boobs had come out of her low cut top . "oop" she squealed and giggled. She looked up to see if SB had seen and blushed when he was also staring and laughing loudly. "I was gonna pull your stop up for you but i didn't want you to think i was feeling you up when you was asleep."

"Oh so you just left it so you could stare at my boobs for an hour right ?"

"um i guess so ". By now they were both cracking up laughing. It felt just like old time before all this stress came about. "Nicki do you still want more kids after all this ?"

"Umm i dunno. Depends if my future husband wants them i guess. But i think i do. I would love a little girl. A mini me that always wore pink. "

SB thought back to his daydream when Nicki was holding that little baby girl that resembled him and her and wore a tiny pink dress.

"What about you Faree ?"

"Yeah i would like a daughter, a little daddy's girl i think".

"aawww that's cute. Although i wouldn't want twins i don't think "

"Why not ?"

"Well you know...... My vagina's way to tight for 2 baby's to come out !" she giggled loudly.

"Yeh i do know " Safaree replied thinking about when they first had sex when they were just 15 and 14 . It was both there first times and Nicki was so tight Safaree could barely get an inch in. They laughed, cringing at the memories.

"It got better though right ??"

"Definitely! " Nicki said thinking about after the first couple times when Safaree had done his head game on her. " You the best i ever had" she said aloud. She hadn't meant to but she had said it now.She tried to play it off whilst singing best i ever had by Drake but they both knew she was being serious. Suddenly the car pulled to a stop. Nicki stared at her house. She didn't want to get out of the comfort of the car where her and her best friend were reminiscing.

SB got out and quickly walked round to the other side of the car, helping Nicki get out. " lets do this. They walked to the front door and knocked. Nicki and SB both had a key but always felt like they were intruding when the used so only used the key in emergancys. Jelani opened it. "He sis, hey SB. Look i have to go to work now so i cant hang around for what Macaiah says and stuff. But err i just wanna tell both of you that im proud that you faced up to it. " He wasnt really the emotional type so hugged his sister. He turned to SB and gave him a manly hug. " I love you man2 he said quietly so no one else heard. SB laughed at his awkward sign of affection as he walked to his car and got in.

They walked into the dining room where Macaiah was sitting. He was still in pyjamas and looked so cute. "Hey" he said quietly.

"Wheres mom ? " Nicki replied.

"She went to the store. She didnt have any snapple in the fridge and she knows what your like without it. "

Safaree and Macaiah laughed together and dapped.

"shut up you guys. I dont know why everyone finds it funny that i love snapple "

"Umm maybe cause your nearly thirty and still have to carry rounda got damn bottle of snapple." Macaiah replied cheekily. Nicki playfully punched him on the arm . They all sat at the table and laighed and joked as it nothing was ever said. It all lasted about 10 minutes until Macaiah said "So umm ive been thinking."

Nicki got nervous again. Macaiah tooka big gulp of water and carried on. " Well i think that i want to l--"

Just as the words were about come out Mama Carol walked in and threw Nicki a bottle of snapple. Nicki was so in shock that she was about to hear her sons decision she hadnt noticed her mother come in at all and the bottle hit her straight in the chest. "OW " . Macaiah cracked up ,laughing and so did Mama Carol . Safaree was trying his hardest not to but couldnt help it. Maybe it would all be better if things were kept to normal he thought ??

Maciahs pyjamas.

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Flashback#1

"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I cant do this anymore !" Nicki sobbed and stared down so as not to look anyone in the eyes. SB and her mother stared helplessly. Mama Carol stood at the end of the bed but slightly to the right so as not to get in the midwifes way. SB held back Nicki's right leg.


"Look, you may have to have a section as we aren't going anywhere with this pushing. Okay I'm going to get a doctor and speak about your options." The midwife looked sympathetically at the 2 young 16 year old. She had delivered a few baby's with teenage parents and they always found it harder. She left the room to find a doctor, praying that Nicki got her act together by the time she got back so she didn't have to have a section. After all it was serious surgery and took days to recover, she hadn't really spoke much to the teenagers so didn't know what they were planning to do with the baby but she got a feeling they were not going to keep it.


(Back in the room)
"Onika you really have to put in more effort. We all warned you it was going to be hard !" Mama Carol was still angry that her daughter and practically son was in this position. She had snapped because she felt her daughters pain and knew to well how much it hurt. "Look I'm going to get some coffee and calm down.


After hearing the harsh words from her mother Nicki had completely broken down. She was emotionally and physically exhausted. Her labour had started 45 hours ago and she hadn't had any sleep yet. Her mother was so annoyed she was pregnant in the first place that she had no sympathy for her. SB was still in shock he was giving his baby away. They had decided this a couple of months back it was the best thing to do but it seemed so awful to him he didn't want to think about it to much. He knew he sould be paying all attention to Nicki right now.


"Baby, listen. I know this is hard and i know your tired but we both want to get this baby out and move on. I know we wont be parents to this baby so lets make it proud of us. When the midwife comes back i want you to push so hard. Think of all the bad things that has happened to you.2 He gulped he didn't know if this was going to help her or make it worse but he thought it was worth a try. " Think about how pissed you are that your Grandmother died. Think about when Jelani accidentaly burnt your favourite top when ironing. Think about what your dad's done . Put all your anger into this Nicki. Do it for the baby". He nuzzled his face into her neck breathing heavily. "Please"

The midwife walked in. Before she said anything Nicki blurted out " i wanna push". The midwife was slightly taken aback. "Would you like to wait for your mother?". Nicki looked at SB and knew he was all she needed. "NO". Suddenly another contraction came.
Nicki strained silently knowing if she wasted any more energy in screaming she wouldn't be able to do it. "Well done Onika i can see the head,   that's it ! Oh well done! One last push Nicki and it will be done. "Nicki screwed up her face and gave it everything she had.

When she opened her eyes the midwife was thrusting the baby in her face. She didn't want to take it, or even look at it in fact. She knew as soon as she did she would connect and love it and not want to let it out of her sight. She looked away but SB stared at her and then the baby.
"Nicki take it. You will only regret it for the rest of your life if you don't.  She took the now wrapped up bundle and held it close against. She peeked down and as tears ran down her face she said "its not an it . Its a boy. Our boy".

SB was scared when he was handed his son. He knew he would never want to let go as he looked into the same eyes as he looked into every day. The love of his life and the mother of his child. But as Mama Carol walked in Nicki and Safaree's dream was burst. It broke them into reality , this wasn't there baby and more. Nicki tilted her head and back and clutched Safaree's hand. "Dear Lord, may you bless our child and let him have the best life he can. Make the decision we made the best one ".



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Nicki woke up feeling strange. She sat up and rubbed at her eyes. Her and SB were lying top to toe on the couch. Photo albums were strewn across the coffee table, she smiled remembering the night before. Finally her son knew that she was his mother ! She had made sure that Macaiah had known that if he didn't want to acknowledge the fact her and SB were his parents that it was fine. But deep down in her heart she didnt know if that was completely true.

Ever since caiah had called her and SB mum and dad her heart aches for her to hear those words again. But was she ready to be a mum ? Not many people started parenting when there child was 13 years old. But then again she knew him pretty well, just maybe not like a mother.

SB sat up and stretched his back out. He must have lied in an awkward position on the couch. He sat up and saw Nicki staring at the ceiling. He knew she was thinking about Macaiah. Who could blame her ! After the emotional hug from his son last night and then being called dad straight after safaree had yearned to always be there for his son. To say goodnight to him , to sit and make dinner for himself Caiah and Nicki.

He pictured them 3 together all round a table eating a meal, laughing and joking like a normal family would. Suddenly he pictured Nicki holding a baby. But this baby wasn't Macaiah. In fact Macaiah was sitting next to her tickling the baby. It was a beautiful little girl dressed in pink. He could see the striking resemblance between the baby and Nicki but when he looked harder he saw the baby had his big lips and dark eyes.

Quickly he snapped out of his daydream ! Him and Nicki were over , he reminded himself. They had been great as friends and if he was to tell her about his feeling he couldn't think of a worse time to do it than now.

Quickly hours had passed In silence both thinking about what Macaiah would decide. SB decided to ask NIcki something he hadn't asked yet.

"what do you want Macaiah to say tomorrow ?"

Nicki frowned " I told you I don't mind. Whatever he wants "

"I'm not talking about him I'm talking about YOU! in your ideal world what would he say ?"

Nicki looked thoughtful. Safaree stared at her anxiously hopin she would say what he wanted her to. " I would want him to get to know as parents. I want to know him as a son not a brother. I want to kiss him goodnight and make his lunch for school and cook for you 2. My ideal world would be me, you and our son eating and laughing and joking. Just like a normal family I guess. How about you ?"

Safaree stared at her. It was almost as If she had gone into his brain and retold him what he had dreamed of. "I just want to be a dad. ". Nicki nodded understanding the feeling. " I think we should prepare ourselves for the worst though. "

"why "safaree asked

"I just have a bad feeling about it thats all ".

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Nicki looked at safaree who had tears running down his face.

Macaiah piped up after really thinking about what he had just been told. " can we go home please ?".

"of course " mama Carol said. The bill was taken care of and they all got in he car. They drove to mama carols house in silence until they reached there destination.

"mom would you mind going in for a second ? I need to speak to errr these guys alone" he didn't know wether to call his mom and dad mom and dad or by there first names.

"of course ". Mama Carol aid goodbye to her daughter and safaree. As soon as she left Macaiah looked at the both of them.

"so. When you said that you would respect any decision I made was that true ? Or is that another thing you lies to me about ? " he looked angry and hurt. Nicki was upset that her son was upset but she had expected it.

"me and safaree don't mind wether you want to treat us like parents or carry on treating mom and dad like parents ".

Safaree nodded agreeing with Nicki.

Macaiah sighed. "listen at the moment I'm pretty pissed. But I need to think about what I want. Maybe you 2 could come back in a couple if day. I Have some questions and by then I will know what I want to do ".

"that's fine " safaree said. " just know that me and Nicki will love you whatever. ".

Macaiah hugged Nicki and then Looked at Safaree. He hugged him and cried on his shoulder. Safaree felt like this time instead of hugging a boy that was like his kid brother but hugging his son. He had never had a moment like this in his life but knew he would treasure it forever. As Macaiah pulled away he said " I love you both to.".

He got out of the car and before closing the door he looked at both of them and said "bye mom and dad ". Before they could reply he closed the door and walked to his house.

They were both in shock. They were both crying but Safaree pulled NIcki to his chest and whispered in her ear " I don't know about you but those words meant so much ".

Nicki looked up and said "I know. ".


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