Saturday, 24 March 2012

Cuteness

"Babe?" Nicki whined from the couch. She had really bad stomach cramps that had just come on after she had gotten out the shower and she hated being in pain. SB came out of the shower with a towel wrapped round his waist and a concerned look on his face.

"Whats wrong?" He asked staring intently into Nicki's watery eyes as she rubbed at her belly slowly. Her eyes squinted at the pain and she curled into a ball at the corner of the bed. She knew they were just period pains but this time they were really bad and worse than ever before.

"I have super bad period pains and they hurt Faree."

SB screwed up his face at the word period and tried to hide it because he knew Nicki wasnt in the mood for jokes right now. He bent down and kissed her temple, "Gimme 5 minutes and i'll be back."

He ran off down the hall, but then quickly came back. Nicki frowned wondering what the hell he was doing whilst his eyes were searching round the room for something. He finally found the remote and handed it to Nicki, "find something to watch whilst im bored babe, i dont want you to be bored."

She smiled with gratitude weakly and turned the tv on and started flicking channels. She thanked God in her mind that he had given her a man that really cared about her and thought about her before himself, she knew it was rare in this day and age.

Meanwhile, in SB's room, he hurriedly lotioned and dressed in some pyjama bottoms and a white plain top. He found some aspirin in his bedside cabinet from when Nicki was in pain in the night for whatever reason and came into his room for a hug and a shoulder to cry on. He ran to Nicki's room and walked to her closet and found her pink fluffy water bottle, that he knew was good for period pains because when he was younger he had asked his sister why she needed a hot water bottle in the summer and she had very awkwardly told him they were good for period pains.

"What else?" he said to himself. Looking all around the room he saw Oscar and Elinor on her couch and hung them round his neck. Closing his door, behind him he walked back into the lounge to see Nicki still clutching his stomach watching Judge Judy.

He smiled at her give a weak smile to something Judge Judy had said and walked to the kitchen. He put on the kettle and poured Nicki a glass of water that she could take with her aspirin. He poured her a huge glass of her diet lemonade with ice, a bowl of skittles, nerds and white chocolate buttons and obviously her cranberries and almonds. The kettle was now boiled and he filled up the water bottle and put all her stuff on a tray.

Nicki heard him walk back into the room and turned around to see him walking in carrying a big ass tray of food and drinks, Osc and Ellie round his neck and a thoughtful expression on her face. She giggled at his concentration as he put the tray onto the coffee table.

Her eyes immediatly lit up at the skittles and tried to grab them but he grabbed her wrist playfully.

"Aspirin first, I know you love skittles babe, but they arnt gonna help the pain go away. "

"Okay." She swallowed the aspirin and looked desperately for some water. He handed it to her and she gulped half of it down. "Skittles now?" she asked sweetly.

"Not yet baby" he replied. "Lie back, get comfy." She did as she was told and sinked into her comfortable couch. He got the hot water bottle and lifted up her top, so as to put the hot water bottle into place. "Too hot?" he asked caringly.

She shook her head and he put her pink blanket round her, tucking in the sides. Lastly he got her bowl of candy and handed it to her. "Thanks babe"

"No problem" He unmuted Judge Judy. "I'm just going to get some food, I know what you want so dont offend me and tell me" She giggled. "I'll be back soon, the aspirin will kick in soon baby".

"Love you Faree"

"Love you to."

Nicki sighed at her perfect life. She tried to block the thought that it would never be quite perfect unless she was a proper family without her son with them as well, but the thought was always there. She didn't know who to call because the only person who would understand was Safaree and she loved him so much that she didnt want to depress him just because she was. She decided to ring Candi. She had gone home for a while back to New York because her mums best friend had had stroke and Mama Candi needed some support.

The phone rung and rung for what seemed like forever until someone picked up.

"Hey Candi, you free to talk i really need someone to talk too."

"Oh hey Nika. It's me Damon, i havent spoken to you for a minute! We miss you over here girl"

"DAMON!".

Nicki and Damon hadn't spoken in years and Nicki had, to be quite honest, forgotten how cloe they were.

"Candi's at the hospital and she must have left her phone here at home by accident."

"Oh yeh, how is your mums friend?"

"She's doing well according to Candi. The Doctors say she might be able to come home in a couple weeks. Anyway whats good with you? You sounded mad sad earlier?"

SB walked into the house to hear Nicki on the phone. He didnt know who she was speaking to but figured it could be something important so stayed quite as he took his jacket and shoes off.

"Oh, it dosn't matter now. I dont wanna bore you with this long ass story."

"Nicki, i can tell you aint right? Wheres Safaree or Lauren ?"

"Laurens out right now. And i dont wanna talk to Safaree because he's happy right now and i dont wanna bring him dow ya know?"

"I know what you mean but i think its dumb. You know SB would be more depressed that your feeling this kinda way and not telling him that whatever your depressed about. You know what he's like Nic. When your sad and he don't know, he feels like a complete failure. He hates it, he completely beats himself up about it."

"I know Damon. I'm ganna have a think. Thanks for the advise tho. And ring me tomorrow. I miss this Damon."

"aight Nic, miss u 2 . Get some sleep please, Candi tells me u mad stressed.!"

Nicki hung up and snuggled more into the blanket wondering wether to tell Safaree how horrible she was feeling inside. SB had been standing outside the door hearing the conversation. Damon was right, SB was completely beating himself up about it. He felt like the worst boyfriend to not know that the one he loved was feeling like complete shit. He walked in and stared at her.

"Hey Babe" she said trying to force a smile. "What did you get me?"

He was holding the bag with food in but dropped it on the floor. He walked towards her with a blank expression and lifted her up bridal style.

"Safaree, what the hell are you doing? I was comfy." She thought he was just picking her up and wanted to kiss to her to be cute but without saying a word he walked towards the bedroom, holding her tight and kicked the door oped with his foot.

"SB?" Nicki was a bit scared, confused and anxious. She was completely clueless as to what was going on.

Safaree leaned down about 3 inches from the bed and dropped her down. He walked to the door and she thought he was going to leave. "Safaree say something! Whats happening Where are you going??"

He walked to the door, closed it and locked it, putting the key in a safe place. He walked back to the bed and sat on it staring at her.

"Go." he simply stated.

"What the fuk have you taken u weirdo? Go what? We aint playing no monopoly Faree?"

"I mean go. As in tell me. We said we were telling each other everything. And you havnt. So we arnt leaving until you tell me."
"Listen, im fine. Theres no point in making you sad for no reason. And im feeling better already honest."

Nicki could have gone on for hours with bad excuses but SB just cut her off. "I dont care. You've made me sad by not telling me anyway so theres not poinmt in worrying about that now. If your not ganna tell me for your sake, tell me for mine."

She sighed and positioned herself to stare right in his eyes.

"Well its just. Now that me, you and Cai got on so well this weekend. I didnt wanna let go you know? I felt like it was the start of something new, something great. And now i feel like ive lost him. That something greats, vanished. He's back to my mom and I miss him. But i dont wanna tell him this because its way too much pressure to put on a 13 year old you know? I dont know how this is going to work. Like what kinda parent am i who just visits my son whenever i can fit him in? I feel like the worst mom, I didnt tell my son i was his mom for 13 years and when i do i spend a weekend with him and leave him for Japan? What kinda person am i nowadays?"

The words tumbling out of Nicki's mouth made her feel better and SB sat and really thought about what she said. After a couple minutes silence Nicki spoke up.

"Babe? What are you thinking?"

"Its weird..."

"What is Faree?"

"You just kind of summed up these feelings that i didn't really know i had. " They both smiled. "Anyway Onika-"

Nicki coughed.

"How you gonna interrupt me when im bout to get all emotional?"

"You know i hate that name."

"Well you call me Faree and i dont complain."

"Faree's cute. Onika's not. Its not even a name. Its like a noise--" She stopped herself before she went on a rant about her hatred of her name that both herself and Safaree had heard a million times before. "Anyway what were gonna say?"

"Well basically when i was speaking to Cai earlier in the car and he got a little bit upset." Before he could carry on Nicki gasped.

"My lmabchop got upset? Why didnt you tell me ? What was wrong? Did he cry? Is he okay now? Should we get a flight back to New York?" Nicki spoke at a mile a minute and looked panic stricken at the end of it all.

"He's fine hes fine. I sorted it. I didnt tell you because we sorted it out, yes he cried a bit, hes completely fine now, and no we dont need to go back to NY, you little drama queen. Anyways back to the story, I think Cai feels the same way as we do. The way he described his feelings were like the same as mine and yours. I dont wanna promise you this babe, but i wouldnt be suprised if Cai wanted to live with us in the near future"

Nicki's eye lit up like a kid with candy. "ReallY?"

"Really."

Nicki snuggled into his side and closed her eyes. "I have missed this so much"

"Wait, we cant lie like this." Safaree said.

"Why?" Nicki asked, a bit suprised. They always slept like that for there entire previous relationship.

"Lay on your back." She did as she said, because she trusted him but was still confused. She laid on her back and he turned on his side, placing his hand on her belly and rubbing, really lightly in circular motions.

"What the hell are you doing Faree?" She laughed at his random weirdness.

"You promise not to make fun of me?"

"Promise"

"When i went to get food, i googled what makes period pains go away, and some weird forum thing said that getting someone to rub your belly actually helps tummy pains. So i figured if i did this all night, by morning, you'll be pain free?"

Nicki tried to hold them in but erupted in girly giggles.

"Hey, you said you werent going to make fun????" SB laughed.

"I'm sorry babe, its just cute." She cupped his face and lifted her head up to kiss him on the chin. He kissed back and they were about to start getting passionate again but he pulled away.

"WHAT NOW?" she said venting her frustration.

"Babe, i dont wanna get you all excited, and then not being able to do anything."

"Who said we cant do anything? We dont have to wait the whole 5 month thing because we just got back together, it dont work like that if you were already together before you idiot!"

"i know that. I was more thinking because of... " he trailed off and nodded his head towards her vagina.

"OH YEAH!" they both started cracking up laughing.

"Anyway babe, im hungry, you know my period always makes me made hungry all the time, can we go eat now."

"Sure sweetheart." They walked to the door and Nicki tried to open it but it didnt budge.

"Oh yeah you locked it, wheres the key Faree?"

SB's face froze. Oh yeah. Where is the key?


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Goodbyes Are So Hard

They had had the best weekend of there life.
*SB's POV*
Nicki was driving us back to Mama Carols after the best weekend of my life. I was so upset. Finally after all these years i had been a proper family with the love of my life and my son. And now we had to say goodbye to him. He had been silent for the last hour as he packed his things, and now in the car and so had Nicki. It was hard to say goodbye, but I had to be the strong the one. Nicki was very emotional when she had to say goodbyes and Macaiah was only 13 so i had to be the glue, that hopefully would hold us all together. The only thing that was holding me together was that at least i didn't have to say goodbye to both of them. I may be leaving without my son to return home to LA, but at least my love was still with me, which made me a blessed man.

*Nicki's POV*
I was finding it difficult to drive because i could barely see through the tears that was clouding up my eyes. I could see that Safaree was upset as well even though he was doing a good job of hiding it with a fake smile on his face. Macaiah wasn't really hiding his emotions as he had packed his bag with tears in hiss eyes and hadn't said a word for about an hour. I felt like dropping Cai back off to my moms was like cutting my dream of being a family with my future husband and son in half. A heard a big sigh coming from my son which made me more upset because he was.

*Macaiah's POV*
I was praying that the car would get a flat tyre. I was praying that Mama Carol would call and say that i wasn't able to come back for some reason. I was praying there was awful traffic so i could spend more time with my Mom and Dad. But realistically it wasn't going to happen. Mom had to go back to LA and get some stuff then she had to go straight to Japan. I couldn't go because of school and i had told Mama Carol that i was coming back at the end of the weekend and it would be rude to call last minute and say that i wasnt coming. We pulled up the house and my dad got out to open my moms door. But i was stiff almost like i couldnt move,

"No ones POV*
SB got up, and opened the door for Nicki, and helped her get out. She gave him a quick peck on the cheek and went to get Cai's bag from the trunk. She got the backpack and SB got the big bag and Nicki looked around for Cai. She couldnt see him and frowned. "Wheres Cai at?" she asked Safaree.

He didnt say anything but just nodded his head in the direction of the car. By now Mama Carol had opened the door and was staring at the car wondering what the hold up was about.

"Babe, you wanna talk to him?" Nicki asked nodding to the car again. "I'll go talk to my mom".

"Kay, babe." Nicki took the bags and walked to the house, taking Mama Carol upstairs with her to put Cai's bags on his bed.

SB got into the back of the car next to Macaiah. "Whats up son?"

"Nothing." Cai said with no expression in his voice.

"I thought we were all being honest?"

"I am"

"It's fine if you dont wanna talk about it. Just tell someone Cai, its not good to bottle things up, we've told you this" Safaree sighed and went to get out of the car, but was stopped as Cai clutched his arm. Tears were streaming down his face fast and hard and he was making loud sobbing noises. He couldnt get his words out right and his breathing was all messed up. Safaree closed the door and skooted up to sit as close to Cai as he could and wrapped his arms round him.

"Let it all out Cai, it's fine."

Macaiah collapsed in his dads arm and let all the tears out that had been stored inside him since his parents had told him that they were his real parents. He had acted calm but really he just wanted to cry all the time. He wanted to be with Nicki and Safaree all the time and now he had to leave them for a week he was distraught. He had felt a connection with them that he had never had with anyone ever and to think he would be without them just after he felt part of a family was horrible. His crying subsided a little so he could talk.

"Dad,i don't want you and mom to leave."

"I know son. It kills me to leave you. But this is how it is for a bit. But me and your mom are going to miss you so much and when we get back from Japan we are coming straight here to spend more time with you. But listen, this weekend has been the best time of my life. I love you so much."

"I love you to Dad. Thank you "

"For what?"

"Youve only really been my dad for like 2 days and youve been the best dad in the world. I dont have a clue about what i wanna be when im older job wise but i know that i wanna be like you dad."

Safaree beamed, that meant so much. He kissed Macaiah on the head and hugged him tightly. Macaiah hugged back and they stayed like this for a minute. "You ready to go in?" SB asked.

"Yep" They walked in to the house and found Mama Carol and Nicki in the kitchen, Cai cleared his throat to get there attention. "Mom can i have a word."

"sure hun" They went in to the lounge and Macaiah told his mom that she was the best mom in the world and Nicki got a bit tearful. They all had said there goodbyes and Nicki walked to the car with SB. They drove to the airport in pretty much silence as they were both thinking there weekends over.

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It was 8:00 PM and there flight left for Japan at 10:00 am the next morning. Safaree was really looking forward to the night ahead of them because it was almost like he had left his girlfriend about 10 years ago and they had been talking but hadnt seen each other for the whole 10 years. He was ecstatic and wanted everything to be perfect but as he was thinking Nicki interupted his thoughts.

"Faree? I know you, and i know that your thinking that tonight should be super romantic and sweet and stuff? But if you want to make me happy? I just need you next to me. In our house, just me and you. No fancy dates or posh dinners with smart outfits. Sweat pants, me, you and fast food. And snuggles."

Safaree had no words. What she just said confirmed to him she was the perfect woman. She always had been. He couldnt wait and just kissed her deeply, as if they would never see each other again. She kissed back wishing they would never let each other go. She knew he was going to be the only one who could get her through these 10 days without Macaiah.

Saturday, 17 March 2012

Flashback- Third date.

WARNING! STEAM ALERT! BTW THIS IS STILL A FLASHBACK IF YOU DIDNT SEE THE TITLE.

 Nicki and Safaree had been on 2 dates now. The first they had been for a picnic in the park and the second SB took her to her first proper dinner. She had gotten all dressed up in a long dress and heels and curled her hair like she had done on the night of the party because he had said he like it like that. SB had wore a suit and Nicki couldn't stop staring at how handsome he looked. They hadn't kissed yet because Nicki had become shy whenever it got to that time.


Safaree decided to go and see Nicki because he had text her the day before and she hadn't replied. He had walked her back to her door on the 2 dates they had before so knew where she lived.He knocked and stepped back looking up at the windows seeing if someone would look out.


"Hello" A teeny tiny little woman opened the door who just looked like an older version on Nicki.


"Oh hey, I'm Safaree, a friend of Nicki's."


"Oh shes not well right now" As mama Carol said this Nicki ran down expecting it to be Candi or Lauren. She was wearing Jelani's sweatpants and one of his baggy shirts. She had her hair in a very messy bun because she had just had a nap and it had gone all messy. There was no make up on her face and she was sure she still smelled like sick. Mortified that Safaree had seen her like that she ran to the kitchen and slammed the door. Yelling "GO AWAY, DON'T LOOK AT ME"


Mama Carol just laughed. "I haven't seen you before have i?"


"No maam. I haven't known Nicki for that long but i text her yesterday and she didn't reply so i was concerned which is why I'm here. But its okay i know she doesn't feel well now, tell her i said get better soon."


Mama Carol saw he was visibly upset that he wasn't going to be seeing Nicki and she had a very nice vibe from him. "I like you. Come in, Nicki will come around."


He stepped in, looking around. there wasn't much in the house and it didn't seem like her big brother or Dad was there. Mama Carol walked up the stairs quietly saying, "Talk to her, she has to come out sooner or later." Safaree nodded and walked towards the kitchen door.


"Nicki"


"GO AWAY, YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO SEE ME LIKE THIS."


"Your always be pretty to me. Your beatiful. Please talk to me"


"Why, what have you done?"


"Nothing its just i miss you."


"Aaaawww."Nicki forgot about how she looked and opened the door. She buried her face in his chest.


"I feel so sick" she whispered into his chest.


"aww baby, you need to rest. Will your mom let me in your room?"


"yeah, i have a feeling she likes you." she grabbed SB's hand and showed him to her room.


They sat on the bed and just stared at each other. Her room was pretty bare with just a bed, a bedside cabinet and a closet. She pulled the pink duvet up to her chin, and said " So, your not in school again?"


"Eeermm, well"he looked down at the duvet.


"How comes you never go school? Like, i know you have a job and stuff but i dont get it? Do you just hate it?"


"Basically yeah. They just dont get it. Anyway i like driving that truck because it means i can pick my little sister up from school."


"Your really close to her huh?"


"definately, she dont have a father figure in her life so i just suppose i stepped up. She shouldnt have to suffer just because my dad happens to be an asshole."


She clutched at his hand. They had told each other about there dads on there last date and had really connected over it. She got up and kissed him on the cheek. He returned it and she blushed. She went to go back to the place she was in before but he pulled her onto his lap and she happily sat there. She really fallen for SB and she couldnt believe it. She was happy and comfortable with him and it was the first time she felt she could just talk to a boy without him staring at her boobs or thinking about sex. As she was thinking this she just felt the urge to kiss him. They hadnt kissed yet because Nicki was really shy and Safaree didnt want to rush her at all so left it up to her.


Staring into his eyes she leant forward and kissed his lips really lightly. His hands went from her waist to her back and kissed her back just as lightly. She pulled him in for more and greedily sucked on his bottom lip. It quickly got passionate and they were sucking and licking and kissing for what seemed like forever until there was a knock on the door . They both quickly pulled away and turned to see Mama Carol staring at them. Nicki cringed thinking that her mom was ganna go nuts but instead Mama Carol just smiled and said, "Safaree, if you would like to stay for dinner, that would ne lovely, i would like to get to know the boy my daughters fall for."


"That would be nice, as long as that okay with you Nicki"Safaree replied politely.


Nicki just nodded grinning. Mama Carol had never invited one of her boyfriends to dinner, never mind be polite to them so inside Nicki was ecstatic. They got up to go downstairs and Nicki burst out laughing.


"What?" Safaree asked?


"I cant believe our first kiss was on my bed, with me in sweatpants and my bro's t shirt, which was then interupted by my mom". Safaree giggled back and pulled her close to him, kissing her temple. "It was perfect".
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It was 6 months later. Nicki and SB had got back to her house after they had been to Rex's party, both were sober because the party had been boring and they had both spent the night just chatting. Mama Carol had gone to spend the night at Nicki's aunties and Jelani was taking a trip to Harlem with some friends. Nicki had arranged for Safaree to stay the night as tonight she wanted to have sex with him for the first time. By now they had done stuff and seen each other naked but not done 'it' yet.


"You hungry?" Nicki asked.


"Yep" Safaree replied kissing Nicki and then kissing down to her neck. He wasnt expecting it to go anywhere but they had both given each other head and Safaree knew he wanted to please his girlfriend that night. Just like with the kiss, he didnt want to pressure Nicki at all and he knew when Nicki was ready to have sex, she would tell him and they would.


Nicki pulled him to her room and pushed him onto the bed. They kissed for some more and Nicki pulled of his t-shirt and jeans. He went to take off her blouse but she pulled away.
"Whats wrong?" he asked obviously concerned.


"Nothing baby, ill be back in a second. " She walked away and he smiled at her ass as he walked away. He was a bit confused as to where she was going but he didnt ask questions. After about 5 minutes Nicki came back wearing a sexy lingerie set. It was red and see through and SB's manhood went straight to rock hard. He was speechless, she looked like heaven and he had no words in his vocabualry to describe her.


"How do i look baby?" He stared at her still in a daze. She giggled and went back to kissing him, sucking on his luscious lips. "Baby, im ready" she whispered in his ear.


"What?" He sat up and pulled her up with him so that she was straddling him.


"You heard me?"


"Baby, i can wait, i'm prepared to wait forever, im happy as we are honest. You are the best girlfriend in the world and you shouldnt feel like you have to give me sex to keep me happy because you keep me happy. You just sitting here on my lap in silence makes me happy."


"I know babe. I dont feel pressured or that i have to do this, i just really want to. I love you, i want to do this, ive been thinking about this for like 2 months now." She pulled out a condom from her bedside cabinet. "See?"


"You sure babe. If you want to stop, just say sweetheart, i won't be mad."


"Sssh." she pulled him into a kiss and pulled his boxers down feeling his hard manhood. He moaned into her mouth and undid her bra. She flung it to the side, she was getting very impatient and was excited to finally get the zick!


"I'm so wet babe." she said sexily in his ear as she lead his hand to her pussy. "Its all for you babe."


SB laid her down on the bed and kissed down to her thighs. As he got to her inner thighs Nicki moved away. He looked up suprised, " you wanna stop baby?"


"No, i just want that now! " she said looking down at his manhood. He smiled at how eager she was to have sex with him. He positioned his manhood ready and whispered in her ear. "You know its ganna hurt don't you?"


"I would through pain for you, it wont hurt for that long and then it will be right?"


"right" he assured. He plunged in slowly but gently staring at her face so as he could know when to stop. Her face screwed up a bit but not to much so he continued as slowly as possible until her hit a barrier. It had taken a while for it to get where it was because she was so tight and SB was 9 and a half inches long and VERY thick. "Go" she said abruptly. He did and she cried out in pain putting her hands on his chest. He stopped immediatly and kissed at her face and neck. "I'm so sorry baby, if i could take away the pain and do it for you i would."


Nicki didnt reply but just kissed back. After a bit the pain had stopped and so had the burning. "Faree, it dosnt hurt anymore, we've dont it, you can go now." Slowly he started thrusting, not going to deep because the pain had only just gone and didnt want her to go through anymore. About 30 seconds later Nicki had got the rythm and started to enjoy it.


"Faster Faree" she gushed clawing at his back for him to go deeper. He complied and grinned at the fact she was enjoying it.


"Oh baby, that feels so good." she was crying out now for more, close to cumming. He was continously hitting her spot and she couldnt believe how good it felt, she kicked herself mentally for waiting so long for doing this. SB was so close now and he was out of breath.


"I love you so much Onika. Thank you for being with me."


"ugh, i love you more baby. UGH, dont stop!!"


He loved teasing her so slowed down gradually, " say my name baby"


She couldnt speak and her eyes were wide shut, he hips bucking back to meet his thrusts. " I , I         I cant babe."


"Say it Onika"


She loved him being demanding and it turned her on even more. " SAFAREEEEE, PLEASE DONT STOP" she screamed.

"You ready babe?"

"Yesss."

"For what, say it."

As her legs shook uncontrolably they came at the same time. He went to pull out but she pulled him back. " Stay here for a minute babe".

Both panting and sweating the stared at each other knowing they just made love, after all that time waiting.

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Tuesday, 13 March 2012

flashback.

Nicki arrived at the party. It was Candi's big brother Damon's birthday and he was having a huge party at his house. Nicki was getting there early to get ready with Candi and Lauren and to get the music ready. She knocked on the door and Lauren opened it with a towel round her.


"Where the hell have u been bitch?"


"oh my god lauren, im sorry my freaking school isnt round the corner! And where the hell is your clothes?"


"I've been showering because i wanted to get in before you because me and Candi know how you like your long ass showers!!"


Nicki walked in with her overnight bag and her bag with her dress and make up she was going to wear tonight. As she was walking up the stairs Damon came out of the kitchen eating toast.


"DAMON" Nicki dropped her bags on the stairs and ran to him. She jumped at him and wrapped her legs round him.


"NICKI" he yelled back putting on a high pitched voice and imitating Nicki's laugh after it. Nicki and Damon were quite close but never saw each other because her school and his work clashed.


"Happy birthday babe. I got your present in my bag, you want it now or later?"


"I don't mind Nic, don't you need to get ready?"


"Nahh I'm good for a minute."


"Ya know what" Lauren said from the stairs. "I'm leaving you 2 alone, how you ganna ignore me for this long.??"


Damon and Nicki both laughed as Lauren proceeded upstairs to get back in the shower. Candi ran down at the same time to hug Nicki. "Nicki, i wish i could stay and chat for a bit but i left my dress at my Aunties I'm ganna run and go get it. When you wanna get ready i got hair in my room and Laurens setting up make up in the bathroom. Cya" She rushed out the door comically. Damon was cracking up laughing at how serious they were about getting ready and Nicki was cracking up laughing that she was so unorganised.


Nicki fetched Damons present and ran back to the living room.  She handed him a weird shaped present wrapped in pink wrapping paper with fairy's on it. She blushed, " I'm sorry, i forgot to get wrapping paper so i had to use the same one i used for my little cousins present."


"Its cool nic, you didn't even have to get me a gift."


He opened it and his jaw dropped. The paper dropped to the floor as he stared at the best present he had ever received. It was a helmet for his bike but someone had sprayed it into a face.


"OMG, where did you find this" he said as he picked Nic up and twirled her around."OMG, i cant wait to show the boys this. Nic, your the best."


Nicki giggled. "That's okay Damon, i have to go get ready. But wait, whos coming to this party?"


"Most people you'll know, a couple of the boys at my school are coming though, you wont know them, hey you broke up with that dickhead right?, you want me to introduce ya'll?"


"Nah, I'm good, thanks though Damon."


Nicki ran to Candi's room and pulled her clothes off. Lauren stared. "Jeez Nic, who you wearing that underwear set for?"


"No one you perv!!!! Its just the first thing that came out of my drawer this morning. She went to go shower as Lauren carried on with her hair.


-------------------------3 hours later,--------------------------------


All three of them were finally ready. They were all only 15 but looked older in there dress's and make up. A few people had arrived by the time they got downstairs and Nicki looked around trying to see if there was anyone she didn't know. There wasn't, it was all a mix of her friends and Damons friends who she knew quite well. They were all drinking and Nicki went over to greet everyone. As she hugged Damon's best friend Ryan he handed her a glass of something red looking. "What is it?" she asked quietly to Ryan as she didn't want to seem an idiot in front of some of the older girls who were there who she didn't know that well.


"Its not strong, honest" he grinned. She grinned back nervously as she took a sip. She hated the taste but tried not to let it show as she went to answer the door. "TT" she cried. They hugged and Nicki showed her up to Candi's room. TT was staying the night as well as Lauren and Nicki because they didn't want to go home to there moms smelling like alcohol.


"So Nic, you hooking up with anyone tonight."


"TT" Nicki said pushing her lightly laughing. "No, I'm a lady."


"Its been like 2 weeks since you broke up with him, like your 15 have fun, loosen up."


"Whatever, anyway Damon said there ain't that many people coming that we don't know. And i definitely aint going out with any of these bum ass nigga's we be knowing".


TT snorted with laughter as they went back downstairs. They went back to Lauren and Candi who almost immediately pulled them to start dancing. After dancing and laughing for a bit Nicki glanced over to Damon who was showing some boys she didnt know the helmet she had bought him. He pointed over to her and all the boys looked at her. Damon motioned for her to come over so she walked over to them carefully because she didnt wanna trip in her 6 inch heels.


Damon swung his arm round her shoulders."This the girl that got me my helmet."


"Oh, im sorry, i didnt introduce ya'll" Damon said. "This trey, this Jayden, this JR, this chubba and this Safaree."


"Safaree? Is that your real name?" Nicki spluttered.


They all laughed at her bluntness. "Yup" he replied.


"Dats hot"Nicki replied looking the boy up and down. He was wearing baggy jeans and t shirt that said im a cock on it.


"Whats your name?" he replied.


"Nicki"


"That your real name?" he replied mocking what she had said to him.


"Umm kinda......ish"

"Haha, so wait, i tell you my real name, but you dont tell me yours?"

"Oh, so people dont call you Safaree?"

"naah everyone calls me SB."

"Oh well thats cute as well. But not as cute as Safaree."

"You think by changing the subject you wont tell me your name."

"I only tell very special people my real name."

"Oh im not special now? Have you ever met anyone called Safaree?"

"Well no."

"Exactly that makes me special, so tell me."

She said something quitely under her breath. SB laughed he put her hand at her lower back and escorted her to outside.

"Thats better." he said.

She blushed and looked down. "My names Onika"

"Onika? Thats cute. Why wouldnt you tell people that?"

"I hate it."

"Your cute. I like you."

She blushed. He tilted her head upwards and looked in her eyes and smiled. "You never look up and tell people your name? When you have the cutest name and the cutest face ive ever heard? I dont get it."

"You have a girlfriend dont you?" She blurted.

"No! Why would you say that?"

"Because there must be something wrong right? Like you havnt commented on my body? You havnt made a pass on me? You havnt bragged about anything?"

"isnt that a good thing?"

"Well yeh...."

"so whats the issue?"

"There isnt an issue. Thats the issue."

"Your weird. You have a boyfriend?"

"Nope. I have given up on all of man kind. I am an independant woman."

He laughed. "Your funny. You wanna go for a walk? Partys aint really my thing."

She knew she probably shouldnt. She didnt know him that well and for all she knew he could be a mass murderer, but Damon seemed to like him and she trusted his judgement. "sure." she replied.


Lauren and Candi had been at the door for the past 5 minutes. "should we follow them in case anything happens?" Lauren asked smiling because Nicki seemed happy with a guy for once.

"nah my bro's none him for ages, he wouldnt hurt a fly." They went back to the party buzzing that Nicki may have found a man who aint ganna cheat on her, who aint gonna hurt her or make her cry.



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Friday, 9 March 2012

Mama Beezy!!

Hey i think i made a slip up last chapter . Mama Beezy NOT Mama Sandi lol ! Anyways here we go.

Nicki and SB had picked up Macaiah and after having a little chat with Karen and Cai had said goodbye to the boys they were on there way to Mama Beezy's.

"I haven't seen your mom in ages" Cai said to Safaree.

"I know. You know shes ganna fuss over you as soon as she See's you right ?"

They all laughed. They pulled up to Mama Beezys house and SB smiled as soon as he saw it. He had offered a million times for her to move but she had refused as she loved her little house to much. They had lived there from when Safaree was about 14 and he and Nicki both had great memory's there. They knocked on the door and it was opened by Mama Beezy wearing tight jeans and a white vest top. She had the phone pressed against her ear but as soon as she saw who it was she pressed the end button. Her mouth dropped open and she grabbed Macaiah and pulled him into a tight hug.

"Hey mom" Safaree said whilst laughing at his mom completely ignoring him and Nicki.

"You didn't say you were coming?" Oh wait, did you? Oh god have i forgotten? Cuz i haven't made no food you know?"

"No we just thought we would pop in Mama" Nicki replied still laughing. As soon as she had met Mama Beezy she had fallen in love with her. She was probably the most opposite person to her own mom so when she felt uncomfortable speaking to Mama Carol about something SB's mom was always there.

"Oh you guys have made my day" she said as she opened the door and led them into the kitchen where they all sat.

Her smile was wide and she stared at all of them for a little while. "Cai you have grown so much! And you 2, you've both lost so much weight!" Nicki blushed. " Not as though you needed to Nic obviously but i must say your looking amazing."

"Oh so she didn't need to lose wight but i did?" SB asked.

"boy i didn't say that! Anyway did you guys want something to drink? Oh wait i know just the thing" She said turning round and going through a cupboard, rummaging through what seemed like the most random things. She got out a bottle of cherryade and laughed.

"Cheeryade still your favourite right?" she asked looking at Macaiah.

"You know it. " he replied.

As she poured them all a glass and added ice Nicki stroked Cai's hair a bot and smiled.

They chatted for a bit, most of the time Cai was just laughing at Mama Beezy and Nicki numerous times saying she was going to pee herself laughing.

"Oh, ive had a thought! I need you to cut my lawn! The mowers in the shed, you know i hate doing those kind of things. Whilst you 2 big strapping men are here you can get that sorted."

"Really? I come see you once in a blue moon and you got me doing chores? For real Ma?"

Nicki and Mama Beezy laughed at SB's face like he was 14 years old again.

"come on Dad, man up" Cai said as he got up. He walked to the back door and opened it waiting for his dad to follow.

Mama Beezy winked at Cai and said "You've always been my favourite." SB pretend gasped as his son pulled him out of the door comically.

Mama Beezy stared at Nicki's face and cocked her head.

"Whats up?" Nicki said.

"Ive been trying to work out whats different about you since you've got here. And I've just cracked it?"

"Huh?"

"That big ass smile plastered on your face." She stood and poked her fingers in Nicki's deep dimples. "Its beautiful, how happy you are, both of you are."

Nicki blushed." To be honest, Ive never ever felt happier."

"I gathered. You know that you guys look like a family. Like, its so crazy because you three have this connection that most parents and kids don't have even when they are like normal. And what you've spent like 1 night with him as a family and you guys are like this. I'm excited to see you when Macaiah moves in with you guys-"

"What? We don't know he's going to want to do that just yet Mama."

"Oh girl please, come here." She pulled Nicki up by her wrist gently and pulled her to the kitchen window. The lawn mower had been abandoned about 2 minutes into cutting the lawn and goals had been made at the end of the yard. SB was standing in the goal and squinted his eyes and paid concentration. Macaiah was standing about 20 metres away from the goal and positioned himself carefully in front of the ball. Cai kicked the ball with all of his power into the left hand corner of the goal and SB missed it with about an inch.

"NNNOOOOOOOOOO" Safaree dropped to the ground on his knee's. Laughing his ass off Cai ran around the garden with glee. As he was doing a victory dance SB sneaked up behind him and picked him up above his head and twirled him round. They were both laughing and it bought a tear to Mama Beezys eye. Nicki saw this and sighed.

"Oh Mama please don't. I have barely stopped crying from the moment we told Caiah, dont start me off again."

"i'm sorry. So what are you guys going to do tonight anyway?"

"Not to sure yet. We will probably stay in again. I don't want to waste my time with him you know?"

"Of course. And Nika?"

"Yes Mama?"

"Thank you for making him happy." she said nodding towards her son who was still messing around with her grandson. "He's been wanting to get back with since the moment you broke up. Agreeing to let you go was the worst decision of his life."

"when did he tell you?"

"he didn't have to. I'm not stupid. You told your mom yet?"

"Nope. No one. I need to go to the bathroom, ill be right back."

"Okay Nic."

She walked off smiling to herself, she had forgotten how close her and SB's mom had been when she was a teenager and spending this time with her really reminded of her of the times at SB's house. The top of the stairs was a framed picture of SB, his 2 sisters, Nicki and Jelani. It was Nicki's 21st birthday and they had all gone out together and gotten drunk. She laughed and walked towards the bathroom but stopped at SB's old room. She opened the door and stared around. It was used as a spare bedroom now but the bed was still in the same place and so was the closet. As she walked around the room her hand brushed a dent in the wall. She stared at and remembered it was when Safaree pushed her against his door from the hallway and the door was open so it smashed against the wall making a huge dent.

She walked to the bed and sat down. She immediatly recognised it as the same mattress but just a different duvet and bed. As she was thinking about this SB had walked in and plonked himself down next to her on the bed. He pulled her to the other end. "Remember when we made this" he asked.

"What" she replied.

He pointed to the dent in the mattress, it was when him and Nicki had had the house to themselves when his sisters and his mom went to Jamaica for a week. They had been horny teenagers and basically had sex for a whole week. She giggled."That was a good week babe."

"I know. Memorable huh?"

"definately. Babe?"

"Yeh?"

"you fancy my boneless stewed chicken tonight ? "

SB grinned and pushed Nicki to the bed kissing all up her jaw. Nicki giggled. "I guess that's a yes huh?"

They laughed and lied on the bed in silence for a bit.

"y'all r so weird ! You cuddled up on that bed like a hurricane on it's way! "

"boy sit cho ass down ! How you gone talk to your mom like that !?" she was cracking up laughing. He ran towards the bed and jumped on the both of them. Nicki and SB groaned as Cai laughed like a maniac. Safaree heard a flash and looked towards the door, his mom was stood there takin pictures of the family as tears ran down her cheeks. They were so happy.




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